Self harm

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Self harm can come in many different forms it doesn't just have to be physical harm. It can come in  alcohol or drug abuse, starving yourself as self-punishment, or self neglect. Overcoming self harm can be very difficult and a very long road, with many sips and down falls. Recovery can happen, it won't happen right away, but someday it can

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Self harm, cutting, cutter. I always found this conspect hard to understandable a child why someone would take joy in hurting themselves. Maybe as a kid who struggled with mental health I just choose to believe I could never do something like that. But new I am with a fresh cut on my skin after six months clean. The only time I feel in control is having the knife in hand. It doesn't matter how deep it goes or the blood dripping onto the floor. It's the only time I feel free. I feel fine in the moment, in power even. Till relative hits and it all comes crashing down, my mother's face filled with sadness and fear comes to mind. The face I caused. The blood gets cleaned up, cut washed out knifes locked away. The day breaks, the healing process begins again. The hope that this time will finally be the last.

Through our eyes Onde as histórias ganham vida. Descobre agora