Avengers Shattered

Ch. 26 "can't understand"

                                                  Kayden POV 

Nat she walked towards me, 

"Thinking about running?" She asked, 

"Maybe," I said as I crossed my arms, 

"I don't think that will end so well for you," She said chuckling 

"And why is that?" I said with a little bit of attitude 

"Because Barnes specializes in that believe it or not, he used to be the winter solider at one point," She said 

"And we are the avengers," She said 

"Clearly," I mumbled taking my jacket off, 

"You know you can talk to me right?" She said 

"Yeah, so everyone says," I said 

"Not everyone understands what you are going through, if anyone can understand it's Barnes," She said 

I rolled my eyes, 

"Sure he does," I said 

"Now can I shower, I'm really tired," I said 

She hesitated then nodded leaving, 

I've got plans the only thing that keeps my temper in some what check, fighting people a lot bigger than me, and I love it, I thought 

                                      Bucky POV 

"What the hell am I going to do?" I said as I paced back and forth, 

"Your guess is as good as mine," Steve said 

"Kid certainly has a wall," Nat said walking in, 

I nodded, 

"She's been sneaking out, the question is where has she been going?" I asked 

"Want my input?" Tony said walking in, 

"What?" Steve said 

"It's simple just follow her, find out where she's been going, but I suggest you two don't look like that it will draw too much attention," Tony said 

"That's not a bad idea," I said 

"I know I'm good," Tony said as he walked out of the room, 

I rolled my eyes, 

                                     Kayden POV 

I couldn't sleep, so I made my way to the training room, I was punching the bag, hard, 

Why does everyone think they can butt into my life, 

Punch!

They think they know me, 

Punch!

They think they can help me, 

PUNCH!! 

No one can help me, but me! I'm in control!! 

PUNCH!! PUNCH! PUNCH!!

"I Said stop!!" I hear 

Suddenly I'm touched and I went to punch whoever dared to touch me, 

Put they caught my fist, 

I see Steve, 

I yanked my fist out of his hand, 

"What do you want?" I said 

Sitting on the bench, 

"I want to understand," He said gently 

"Understand what?" I said 

"Understand why you are so angry," He said 

"You wouldn't understand even if I told you," I said looking down at my hands and squeezed them into fists, 

They could never understand my hurt, my anger, and worst of all the regret, 

"Then help me understand," He said 

"You couldn't no one could," I said 

They couldn't understand that my parents worked for HYDRA thinking they were making a difference, they also couldn't understand that after they realized what was going on they ran, and they most certainly could never understand being injected with the replica serum that consisted of their DNA just to save their research, and they really really don't understand watching helplessly as HYDRA executed your parents as you watched helplessly from a closet, 

Suddenly I felt something falling from my cheeks, 

I touched my cheek confused that I was crying, I thought I was past this, crying over the past, I thought 

"Kayden?" He said 

I stood up, my back towards him, my head down, 

"I'm sorry you can't possibly understand, no one can..." I said as i walked out of the room, 

                                      Steve POV 

I watched as Kayden walked out of the room in defeat, 

Something doesn't feel right, I thought 

I walked out of the room into the lab on Bruce's computer looking up Kayden, I need to know everything, I thought