important yall pls read this is not a drill (a/n)

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ok i really want to know how you guys read this

THIS ISN'T ME BEING QUIRKY AND HAVING FUNNY SELF HATE HOLD ON

Ok, here's the thing. I wrote this in my early months of 6th grade being like "haha drarry fanfic go brrrrr" and me being in 6th grade, did not understand in depth about serious issues like depression. 

I have grown from that time, like, a LOT (and yk just learned and matured as a person), but I kinda forgot that this book existed because I lowkey stopped writing. And like a bit ago I got comments about the ending, which is, very horribly unrealistic, and honestly makes me cringe a bit. Like in the beginning I think people were just dismissing it, so I didn't notice because when I wrote it I was like "yep good ending yeah that's how everything goes yay everything happy sunshine rainbows" and I just- djgfbdjlvfjndxfjkcbxfjndfxkbgliseug

If you were one of the people who commented about it, thank you so much, because pls- I very obviously did not know what I was talking about. Also, this is one of the main reasons I'm gonna try to rewrite this book.

I'm also rewriting this because there's a lot of headcannons I want to add in, and also there was a bunch of stuff that I was gonna add in the plot that I completely forgot about.

So, I know a bunch of people probably aren't even gonna read this a/n, but I'm begging you, for the love of god, please read my rewrite of this. I don't want to give people the wrong kind of message, like everything will be magically ok after, cause it's not like that. People have to go through recovery, and some still struggle.

Sorry if I got too serious, I just feel like ignoring it would not be the right thing to do, and to rather acknowledge my mistakes.

Anyways, love you guys <3

Suicide hotline: 1-800-784-8433
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Self Harm: 1-800-DONT CUT (1-800-366-8288)
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

(minor edit)

Anyways, here's the story I just wrote the first chapter: https://www.wattpad.com/story/269485587-let-me-help-you-rewrite

I'll put it in the comments too since links don't really work (idk what was the point of copying it on the chapter ._.)

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