SELF CONTROL?

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Self Control


(sex scenes and language ⚠️)

After classes, I avoided going back to my dorm. Which wasn't even mine anymore anyway. I spent my time in the library, skipping through pages of the book Mattheo had given me and studying for next week's potions exam. When the clock hit 7, it was time for dinner. Students filled the dining hall and the sound of plates and glasses filled the room.
"Gigi where we're you?" Pansy chimed.
"Just studying in the library." I said unbothered.
"Are you sure about that  though?" Lorenzo whispered in my year.
"Yes I am, why wouldn't I be?" I said.
"Please stop!" Bonnie laughed.
"What is happening?" Draco asked, sliding in a seat next to Bonnie.
"Nothing much." Pansy said.
"Anyway have you guys seen Professor McGonogall's new haircut? It's ridiculous!" Bonnie said.
I couldn't seem to concentrate on the conversation. I had looked around the Slytherin table and couldn't see Mattheo. I didn't understand  why he punched Cormac. And what the fuck was going on. The hall began emptying. I grabbed my things and walked towards Slytherin common room before anybody could call my name. The lights were dim and most Slytherins were on the way to their dorms. I opened the door and saw a Mattheo folding his clothes in his dresser.
"Hello." I said.
"Good evening." He replied.
"Mattheo?"
"So you're calling my by my first name now?" He rose a brow.
"Why did you do that today. In Herbology?"
"You've been avoiding me since. Can't control yourself around me?" He walked towards me.
"Done flatter yourself. Answer me." I said straightening my posture.
"Cormac was being a dick. Someone has to put him and his ego in place." He gulped.
"Are you sure about that? I thought you didn't have feelings." I said.
"I don't." He said waning closer, as I took a step back and my back hit the door.

The tension could be cut with a knife. Our eyes couldn't leave each others'. His hair draped over his eyes and drops of rain occasionally dropped from his sharp jawline. My heartbeat rose. Whatever this boy was doing to me couldn't be good. I cant control myself around him. But nothing really mattered.
"Shit." He muttered.

Our lips collided. Sloppily and hungrily, as if we've been waiting for this our whole lives. His cold metal rings grabbed my face and my arms traveled along his neck. His hot breath swept in with mine. 
As he hungrily bit and kissed my jawline and neck I wrapped my arms around his hair and neck grabbing onto my dignity.
He motioned for me to jump and I wrapped my legs around his torso. He carried me onto the bed and threw me on it eyeing me like an animal in the wild. I was his prey. I knew this was wrong but I couldn't resist him anymore. He got closer and took his shirt off revealing his defined v-line. As he got on top of me his hands traveled along my body, sending electric shocks through me with every touch. His cold rings buzzed against my thighs as my dress slowly went upward with every second. The silky bedsheets slid perfectly along with our bodies. He left hickies all over my neck as I unbuckled his belt and he threw me back on my back. "I make the rules." He whispered.
He grinned onto me and went down to my thighs. His fingers traveling slowly along my thighs.
"Don't tease me Mattheo." I said breathing unevenly.
He smirked devilishly and carried on even slower. As his hand reached my heat he look up asking for permission and I nodded.
"Are you sure?"
I nodded again.
I was already soaked. Embarrassing.
His hands pulled away the black laced thong and brushed it to the side. He threw my dress off the bed and his hands traveled to my bra. You could hear the rain drops in the background. And the fireplace in the common room. But everything faded away and my focus was now only on Mattheo.

I was now completely exposed in front of him and I could see his lips trying to inch away from smiling. I could feel his erection in between my thighs covered by only his boxers. 
"You're so gorgeous. A fucking godess. And you're mine. Only mine."
As he was kissing and examining my upper body. Kissing every single spot. 

"Mattheo." I moaned in his ear. I could tell that it threw him off making his needs even more thrustrated. I enjoyed watching him being needy and thrustrated and I knew he enjoyed me squirming and unraveling at his touch. Which I'd never done with anyone else. 

As both of us grew impatient he backed down and rubbed circles around my clit. Hitting all the right spots.
"So wet for me already love." He said staring into my eyes.
His tongue sent a wave of pleasure around my body. I had never felt like this before. I began to feel my finish.
He noticed and quickly pulled away.
I threw my head back in pleasure, covering my mouth to stop myself from screaming.
Suddenly his cold hand snatched my hand of my mouth.
"I want everyone to know you're mine."
His hand grabbed mine and pinned them onto the bed.
He pulled off his boxers and my mouth gaped open. And I quickly made sure he didn't notice.
"Are you worried you can't take me?" He said smirking and raising a brow.
"I could take you any day." I smiled trying to get out of his grip.
"Ah ah ah little girl trying to play with fire."
"Watch yourself. Or you just might have to take care of that yourself." I said looking at his dick.
His hand still on my hands keeping me in place and his other exploring my body all over again. He looked up making sure I was okay and I motioned that it was fine.

He entered inside me and I gasped for air. Trying to grab onto something but I couldn't because of Theo's hands. I adjusted to his size and and another overwhelming wave of pressure imploded in my body. He began thrusting inside of me as his other hand grabbed onto my thigh for more support. He began picking up his pace, reaching all my g-spots at another speed.
My eyes rolled behind my head uncontrollably as he stared at me enjoying the view.
He thrusted into me over and over again.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to rip your clothes off." He whispered into my ear, biting my neck. His hands wrapped tightly around my neck causing me to gasp even more.
My body moved up and down the bed repeatedly.
"Beg for it." He said pushing his cock out.
I looked at completely shocked and annoyed.
"You beg for it look at your buddy getting a little too excited there." I eye him up and down.
He stood there, not budging. Earing closer to me and trying to push me over the edge. My heat had already gotten a heart beat and I was soaking wet. I was definitely unsatisfied.
"Please." I said quietly.
"Please what." He said smirking.
"Please fuck me Mattheo. I need you to fuck the living shit out of me." I said desperately.
He then immediately slammed into me. And began kissing my neck again. Thrusting in and out of me. Our bodies began to sweat and the room began spinning.
"Theo I'm going to-" I breathed out.
"Not yet." He said firmly.
He then slammed into me even faster, I was about to go over the edge. I shut my eyes and saw stars. I felt his warm cum inside of me. Perfectly filling me up. He pulled out of me and his tongue circled around my pussy. Licking all of cum. I threw my head back gasping for more air, grabbing the bed sheets.
We both collapsed onto the bed.
"Shit that was-" he breathed out.
We were both out of breath, our breathing synced and he put an arm over me. Somehow I felt safe. Even in his arms. Like everything in the world didn't exist.

(1540 words)

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