The Secret Job ✓ || MYG

31. Peace

**** YOONGI'S POV****

BTS Suga accused of Physical Violence and Abuse.
Suspected use of Alcohol and Drugs.

I tossed off my phone on the couch after looking at the news report by some stupid kpop news channel.

Even if it was disturbing but there was a thing that vexed me more.

Nothing ! No call, not even a single text since seven days. So that's how easy it is for Y/N to throw me out of her life ?

It pains my heart to look down at her like this. May be it's all my fault. I shouldn't had said what I did. May be I was the one who hurt her so much that now she doesn't want me anymore.
But she didn't even want me on that day as well. That bastard, whom she once called her friend, dared to choke her and the one who is to be blamed is me ? Just because I wanted to protect her ?

All of it could have been still bearable but what's eating me up is that she lied to me. She lied to save that jerk ! Why ? Just because she liked him once ? Or because she still likes him ?

No. No no. I can't think of it. I can't even imagine her to have these feelings for someone else. She is mine. Or she was ?

My head was calculating and recalculating everything that have happened earlier when Namjoon knocked at my door.

" Hyung, I'm coming in. "
He declared.

" Any progress ? "
I instantly enquired.

" Not really. Managers had a talk with the girl who had filmed it. When she saw that there were legal issues she herself deleted the post.
But the damage is already done. The video has been downloaded by multiple sources and uploaded personally by a lot of people, making it very difficult to be wiped out completely.
We might have to think of alternatives. "
Namjoon informed with disappointment.

" Okay "

" But Hyung, I'm here to talk about something else. "
his tone was suddenly very low and considerate. I knew what was coming up next.

" Namjoon-aa.. I don't want to talk about Y/N "

" Hyung, not talking about it won't solve it. Please listen to me for once and if you still feel like not talking to her, I'll leave it up to you. "

It was very hard to say no to it. When Namjoon insisted, we all tend to give it a thought. That's the place he has rightfully earned in our lives.

We both sat down, Namjoon staring at his feet, hands over his thighs. He cleared his throat and asked,

" So, when was the last time you talked with her ? "

" Seven days and fourteen hours ago, when I... I told her to leave ."
I paused in between, thinking how rudely I behaved with her back then.

" Seven days and fourteen hours. Way too accurate to say that you don't miss her. "
he added a small mocking laugh in between his sentence which made me roll my eyes. He was quite unaffected by it and continued,

" Hyung, we all know each other for years by now but she has hardly started to get to know you. By expecting her to understand you underneath your anger, aren't you looking for something almost impossible ? "
His voice filled with concern.

" But I understood her. I understood her every single time. "

" She is a simple and sweet college student while you are Min Yoongi ! "

His words started making me feel guilty. Was I being too hard on Y/N ? She truly doesn't deserve it.
I kept thinking about it for some minutes and was again interrupted,

" Yong-joon was her friend. No matter what his intentions were, Y/N couldn't react well to that situation."

That motherfucker's name was enough to boil every ounce of blood in my body. I clutched my hand into a tight grip and punched the seat of the couch. Namjoon soon realised how baffled I was and changed the topic.

" Hyung. I know you like Y/N a lot. And trust me, her feelings for you are strong enough. Yes, surely she shouldn't have lied to you at that moment but tell me, what other option she had ?
The way you tried to protect her, she too was trying to protect you. Just your ways of thinking were different.

She cares for you hyung. She cares a lot and that's why she called me up at that time. She cares about the reputation of the band. You can't be mad at her for being concerned about you and your reputation.
She deserves better than this and you too know that."

I had no words left. If Namjoon wouldn't have put it in this way, I would have never looked at her side of the story. Immediately guilt started pouring into my mind. I wanted to rush to her and tell her that I was so sorry.
If Namjoon wouldn't have been sitting in front of me, I might have soaked myself in tears.
But then, just the very moment I wanted her the most, my phone's screem lit up. Is it what telepathy is ?

Namjoon looked at my phone's screen and smiled,
" I'll leave for now. "

He quickly got out of the room and I picked up her call hurriedly.

" Yoongi... ? "
her timid yet melodious voice made my heart pound.

" Yes baby. "

As soon as those words left my lips, her heavy sobs filled in my ears. She way trying to speak but all she could utter were uninterruptible murmur.
My eyes started pouring down the tears it has been holding since long.

I needed to see her.

I grabbed my jacket and stormed out of my room only to see her standing in front of me. She must be standing outside when Namjoon was talking to me.

Some strands of her hair were stuck on her face due to the moistness of tears. Her eyes were red, her whole body was shaking as she sobbed.
I pulled her into my arms.

She buried her face on my chest and kept crying. I held her tightly as she kept on trembling and kept my head over hers.
After long, with her in my arms, I was finally at peace.

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A/N :

Hey guy !
So finally, lover boy Yoongi is back 🤭💜

Boraeh 💜