𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗖𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗴𝗼 𝗢𝗻𝗲 𝗦𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀.

Tresse Draft 40.!!

Draft chosen by @renee_patterson

Tracy's POV
I was in the shower when Missy from FBI FaceTimed me. I grabbed my towel and answered.

Missy- hey baby girl

Tracy- hi

Missy- what is wrong

Tracy-.... Jesse isn't answering my calls I knocked on his door he didn't answer I mean how do you just ignore someone

Missy- maybe he is busy Tracel

Tracy- for the past month his location said Bahamas yesterday it finally said Chicago now it is saying New York his home town Ossining I mean we agreed to take one week just text some cause we were spending way too much time together he got his apartment back and moved in it but how do you ignore the woman you've been with going on four years I just he is ignoring me even his mama and sisters he talked to our bosses.... I just I am supposed to do one of those unscripted videos with his today *voice breaks* I don't think I can Missy to look at his face and have a nice conversation not knowing where he is in his hometown it all pisses me off cause we never ended us and he is sending flowers and letters but the letters seem like he has changed and I know he was... *voice breaks* he was having a hard time with his mental health he is not the type of person you can stick in a apartment and he stay there Jesse has to see the world or he will go crazy maybe he needs space and can't tell me and I know Jesse hides his pain he only wants me to see his happy side he wants me to see the best parts of him maybe it is he isn't feeling like he is the best part of him I don't know Torrey says to keep reaching out or fly down to his mom's place but there is a pandemic so I am trying to be safe and Torrey is dealing with her own self she miscarried cause she caught COVID that is taking her down bad Kara is about to kill Jesse Spencer Miranda and Taylor are so happy they make me wanna vomit because of my own love life.... Daniela is going through some mental stuff Melissa has her baby which I think he is defeating her Lisseth I actually have not spoken to her lately and Jesse he is pissing me off

Missy- you know what you should do send him a voicemail text message something on how you feel about everything and maybe he will reach out to you

Tracy- Ima try and call him again

Missy- call you later love you Tracel

Tracy- thank you and love you to

I hung up and face timed Jesse while putting on a shirt, some leggings and putting my hair in a ponytail for the video. I face timed him again when I was sitting in bed and he answered he was laying in his old room at his mama's and his eyes were red and teary.

Tracy- good to see your handsome face again

Jesse- *smiles* hi Trac

Tracy- almost three months Jesse the first one you were in your hometown then in Greece the second month in Canada and the Bahamas half of this one yesterday Chicago and now your hometown you went to our favorite places alone no text calls just letters flowers and food and snacks you restarted our apple TV plan and Youtube TV you bought me a Mercedes Benz S Class which I love but I love you even more Jess I miss you... *voice breaks* We said a week, not three months baby... I have no idea how to do this without you Jess.... I miss you being here, I miss your arms, I miss everything about you... was it me was it our fight Jesse why ghost me after three going on four years... *voice breaks* are you tired of this of us cause I'm not... I just want my Jesse back... please say something cause your gonna make me cry if you just lay there

Jesse- *clears throat* mmmm we had our fight and you had a point I was pulling away from us and focusing on my phone... so when I got to my old place I looked around and Jesse was gone.... I lost myself somewhere in quarantine so I packed up and decided to try and find me again so I went to all the places we love.... I still didn't find what I was looking for I guess mama said it was because you were what I was missing you are my home but I only ever want you to see the best parts of me and honestly I can't find that part anymore Tracel... so even though I need to go home to you I can't cause this isn't me... my mental health is so bad cause the world is cruel and being stuck I guess it took over my health I came home to our home yesterday I tried to knock on the door but something in me said you deserved better so I left I came to New York my small hometown.... I wanted to answer you but I knew seeing you on facetime or hearing your voice in real time not in a video I would come home and you would notice I am not the best part of me.... So I wrote letters and sent stuff to know I was at least spoiling you..... I can't come home. I want to but Trac you know I only want you to see the best parts of me...... I am trying to find that again but I want us I want you I need you in my life your my lifeline Trac *voice breaks* I want to continue this. I want you to be in my arms. We are amazing together but I need you to come here cause if you don't I might never come home Trac... I can't sleep, I can barely eat, I am lost without you in my life.... I thought I could do this alone but I can't Trac I can't do it alone these past three almost four years have been amazing I guess when our show stopped early and the world stopped I stopped with it the truth not only do you make me a better person somehow Jay Halstead is apart of me and not being able to act with everybody it hurts so much Trac and I didn't mean to ghost you I guess I tried to make sure you didn't see this part and I ended up making it worse and hurting you but I do love you so much

Tracy- hey I am here I am always gonna be here no matter what cause I love us and I love everything about you from this Jesse to you being extra clingy I will always love you Jesse you know I am always gonna be here when you need me and when you your home cause you mean the world to me and I would never let my world crash I know quarantine is hard and maybe we should get out more do some activities that are safe and I promise you I will be there for you even when you don't want me to cause I love you and mama Jill is right your not gonna find yourself again in the places and things we love but you will find yourself in me in your acting in your friends family in the people who care about you... so how about we cancel this interview and I come get you

Jesse- I would love that

Tracy- and I love you

I talked to Jesse and booked a ticket and after an hour I headed to the airport and after a while I boarded the plane and I landed in New York two hours and 45 minutes later. I got to his mama's house. He was there but she wasn't. I walked into his old room and he was asleep so I laid my stuff down, took my shoes off, closed the door, locked it and I crawled in his arms. He opened his eyes, smiled then laid his head on mine and kissed me.

Jesse- thank you

Tracy- hey I am always gonna with you far or in your arms I am gonna be with you mwah

Jesse- *kisses Tracy* mmmm

We laid there in each other's arms and I knew this was forever that we were forever I wasn't letting him go he meant to much to me. I was safe in the love of my life's arms.!

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