Sebastian summer in England

Part 20

y/n POV

Its 4am in the morning, Not that i will every tell Seb but i watched his live interview just like i watch all of them. I did not realize i was crying till i tasted the tears in my mouth. Just then my phone rings its sebsatian

hello

i did not think you would be awake or even home yet or you might not even be alone sorry i should not of called

Seb i am home alone and was awake anyway

oh ok good i mean not good but good i am not disturbing any think

so why did you call

i.....i.....i miss you, i miss our talks to the early hours, i miss the sound of you voice when your falling to sleep or the sounds of your moans when i make you cum i miss it all 

sebastian

i know i know but fuck i just miss you y/n and i just needed you to know i am here i just need you to give me a chance

have you been drinking

 yes but that picture of you today got me so hard y/n i have been hard ever since only you do that to me. what i would do to be able to taste you to feel you wrapped around my dick

''Sebastian'' i moan into the phone.  God how i have missed him the way he can make me so hot just by hearing his voice.. One night it just one night i need this.  I shudder out sebastian name as i reach inside my underwear and touch myself 

y/n you like that please tell me your touching self because i got my hand round my cock and i am so hard hearing you moan

yes mmm yes god i am so wet seb but we should not be doing this

relax y/n. i need to hear you cum so bad. i have been jacking off thinking of you remembering how you feel the sounds you make i need this y/n please. That is my hand touching you rubbing you clit just the way you like.put two fingers inside for me y/n.

oh god yes i am so close i start pinching my nipple with my other hand i  feel the presure building inside me 

thats it baby pinch your clit for me i am cuming oh shit y/n yes he ends on a groan followed by heavy breathing

sebastian i whisper as cum with him

The only thing that could be heard was mine and Seb breathing. I have missed him so much and watching that interview seemed to have unlocked the door a little and seb is there waiting to push his way through.

y/n are you ok i am sorry that was............. that was eerrrmmm

great seb it was great no sorry needed one step at a time

one step at a time just me and you. are u sure y/n

Sebastian i am going to sleep. talk to you in the morning and Sebastian i have never been so sure of any think

good night doll, i have missed you

With that i put the phoned down. Was that a mistake most likely do i regret it no i dont, theses last few months have hurt like hell but i think thats more to do with my past, my husband left me for a younger model and now all men are the same and i am not good enough, but thats wrong not all men are like him i deserve to be loved. and i want Sebastian to be the man who loves me cause i sure as hell still love him.

Over the next few weeks me and Seb have talked everyday. we have gotten closer then before he finally told me every think that happen that weekend on the yacht. it hurt at first but when i looked at it right i understand and forgave him