~someone fucking loved me, and i fucking loved them too~
-WILBUR-
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my stomach growled, begging to be filled. i thought "if i could just go a little bit more, i would finally be able to relax"
although looking at food has now made me ill, watching lavender cook it, made me happy. i stare at myself in the mirror. i examine my chapped, cold lips, and my chiseled face. the bags under my eyes stood out more than anything. dark purple started to crease under my eyes, and my skin became translucent.
i looked at myself, and started to notice the underlying blue tinting on my skin. lavender likes blue. i thought to myself. maybe she'd take appreciation for what i've done to myself. maybe she'd look at me and examine me how i examine myself. if she could paint me, she wouldn't sell me. i'd be her own art piece.
i sighed quietly, and grabbed my tinted chapstick, and headed for the bathroom door knob for the fifth time today. thats when my knees started to tremble, and the corners of my eyes were consumed with darkness creeping in,
and as i closed my eyes, i slowly felt the peace that i had always longed for.
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Fanfictionmain character (first person) Lavender is forced to leave the city she grew up in, and move across the world to Brighton with nobody but her abusive boyfriend. renting an office space, she hopes to make friends and gets to know the area. !! possible...
