telling them my secret

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A/N
I am currently editing this book. I've noticed a lot of errors so I will be making some changes. If you notice anything different, this is why. Please bear with me until I'm finished thank you.
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(Hampshire, England year 2006 Kayden Flashback)

(Kayden)

I was on my way home to tell my family about this secret I have been keeping to myself since I was thirteen years old. I'm now sixteen and with the help of my best friend Isaiah, I was able to accept who I am and I decided that it was high time, my parents knew my secret. I was a nervous mess, I ran my hands through my dark brown hair and Isaiah shook his head while trying to focus on the road as he decided to tag along with me to support me.

"Stop doing that K, I'm sure it will be alright. Your family loves you and I know they won't turn their backs on you just because you're gay." I glared at him and he laughed when he saw the look on my face.

"Will you be quiet? I don't want it out in the open for everyone to know." He chuckled and shook his head.

"We are in my car, no one else is here apart from us. Who the hell is going to hear me?" Isaiah said and I sighed because he was right. I started fidgeting because I wasn't sure if my parents would accept me or not. I wasn't sure if my little sister Ariel would accept me, but I will try because I wanted them to know. only them and Isaiah that is.

"Ok, we are almost there, any last words before your funeral?" Isaiah joked and I shook my head and growled at him. We pulled up in my driveway and I got out of the car. I took a deep breath as Isaiah grabbed my hand and started pulling me towards the front door. I opened it with my key and took another deep breath as I prepared myself for the worse that was to come.

"Come on don't be such a wuss, just get it over and done with." I could tell he was getting irritated as I took my time to locate my parents, but he should understand that this was a big deal for me and it could make or break me.

"Mom, dad are you home!?" I shouted as I made my way towards the kitchen.

"Yes, baby we are in the kitchen!" Mom shouted and I looked at Isaiah who gestured for me to go on. Everyone was here and I thanked God that I didn't have to explain anything again.

"What's wrong baby?" Mom asked as she looks at me with worry in her eyes. My mom had red hair and black eyes same as my sister. On the other hand, I looked just like my father who had the same color hair and eyes like me but he was well built and I was not.

"If you don't mind, I would like to talk to you all about something." They nodded their heads and I mentally prepared myself for the rejection.

"I've been keeping a secret from you guys and I feel like it's time for you to know. I-I don't know how to say this but if anything happens after I tell you, just know that I love you with all of my heart. I will never stop loving you even if this is the last time I'll see you." They were getting worried and so I decided not to wait any longer.

"What I want to say is umm what I'm trying to say is that I'm g-gay." I stuttered a bit and closed my eyes waiting for them to start abusing me. You could hear a pin drop due to how quiet it was, no one spoke and I could feel the tension rising.

"You mean to tell me that my only son is gay!?" My dad shouted and I flinched from the anger that was evident in his voice.

"Hunny calm down, if that's his preference then we should respect him and support him either way." Mom said but dad was having none of it. He stood up rather quickly and I took a step back because I was suddenly scared.

"You piece of shit! Just be grateful for your mother or you would be in a world of pain right now. I'm not going to kick you out, but you should know that if you choose to live here you'll suffer from my hands. You'll be in so much pain day after day that you'd wish you were never born!" I felt tears falling from my eyes as I listened to dad going on and on about how much he hated me.

"Charles you don't mean that, don't talk to him that way." Mom was trying her best and I loved her for it. On the other hand, my fourteen-year-old sister was quiet, with wide eyes as she watched what was taking place in front of her.

"You don't get to tell me what to do woman! no one tells me what to do in my own fucking house! As of today, you are no longer my son, consider yourself disown!" I started sobbing as I watched him walk away while shouting at the top of his voice. Isaiah was trying his best to comfort me but I expected it, I knew this was going to happen but it still hurts listening to my father saying he hated me.

"If you stay here you'll only be unhappy. I can't have my only son in pain because of that man." Mom said as she started pacing.

"What do you suggest?" Isaiah asked as I tried my best to calm myself down.

"I know a friend, in Hampshire. He could go there and stay and she won't have a problem taking him in. I know that Charles is angry now and you'd think that when he calms down, he'll apologize but he won't. I know Charles. He's going to get worse so I have to get my baby away from here." That's when Ariel choose to say something as she started crying.

"But mom what about me? I need my brother here with me too." She said as she started sobbing uncontrollably. I sighed and walked up to her and pulled her towards me for a hug.

"Don't worry my little mermaid, I will always be here for you. Anything you need you can call on me. I will always protect you and love you with all of my heart." She nodded her head against my chest.

"Then it's settled. You will have to move there. I will inform her of your arrival as soon as you're ready to leave." I thanked mom and told her I was going to go and pack. I looked at Isaiah who had a thoughtful look on his face.

"What's wrong?" I asked and he smiled, his dimples showing.

"What if I came with you? Would that be ok?" My eyes became wide and I nodded my head.

"That would be more than ok, but your aunt? what would she say?"

"She wouldn't mind if I leave. Remember I'm an orphan and my aunt took me in because I'm not an adult yet. She won't even miss me because it seems she can't stand the sight of me." He often complained about his aunt who wasn't a nice person. If he could come with me, I would be happy.

"Then it's settled, we leave together." We pinky swore and he chuckled. I was going to leave my home and go to a strange place I knew nothing of? I wondered if living there would be a good thing or a bad thing? let's just hope that I don't run into any problems while I'm staying there.

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