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" my zhan ge ....

he was  eternally precious to me more than my own life ....

at times

he was my mother , my father , my friend , my guardian ,  my mentor , my well wisher  , my knight , 

my family  , my everything...

and 

the most my dear elder brother....

yes ...i was his  lil brother...

its true.... he thought me as a brother... may be sometimes more than just a brother...but still i was a brother to him...his bo di...

but to me ..he was never  the one...

he was more than just a mere brother......" 


.................


as i had him all to my self for so long...

i didnt know...actually i never knew... 

he might leave me...one fine day...

be it what ever the hell reason it might be... but he has to go on with out me...

and i will be left with no reason to stop him ...

and i will not have him by my side to catch me fall... 

our relationship never had a definite naming...

and 

we needed a name for our relationship....

now...coz 

   i was growing , and  i practically  lost the feeling of that urge  to know it  either , coz zhan ge was always with me ...like always an always..

 i used to get a feeling  of  jealousy some times over someone...

or anyone or anything to be precise

even if someone place a hand over my zhan ges shoulders or squeeze a bit at his not so private but a bit private part  ( like tigh) or just a girl crashing his bosom funnily with a flower boquetue ...all the fucking thing made me to burn jelousily....

but as me being my gg little bo...

never once my lips leaked out any words of pain...

but my eyes does it all

or

 may be my entire existence justify it...

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