𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗙𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝗖𝗼𝗰𝗼 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿
𝗢𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗖𝗼𝗰𝗼 𝗩𝗮𝗻 𝗗𝗶𝗷𝗸i'm in my bed
and you're not here
and there's no one to blame
but the drink in my wandering handsTwo years.
It's been two years without you.
Why did I think it was for the best?
forget what i said
it's not what i meant
and i can't take it back
i can't unpack the baggage you leftYou walked out the door because it felt like the right thing at the moment.
But I need you here with me.
what am i now?
what am i now?
what if i'm someone you don't want around?
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingYou're gone, and it feels as if a piece of me is gone.
That piece of me lives within you.
Run back to me.
what if i'm down?
what if i'm out?
what if i'm someone you won't talk about?
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingThere's no one else who can love me the way you did.
My heart, it craves for you.
I want to feel your hands in mine, feel your lips on mine.
you said you cared
and missed me too
and i'm well aware i write too many songs about youI see you around.
With her.
And you seem so happy.
Wasn't I enough for you?
and the coffee's out
at the beachwood café
and it kills me 'cause i know we've run out of things we could sayI thought you meant it when you said 'I love you'.
But maybe I was wrong.
what am i now?
what am i now?
what if i'm someone i don't want around?
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingIt's as if everything is broken.
My heart.
My mind.
Our promises to each other.
Everything has just shattered into pieces.
what if i'm down?
what if i'm out?
what if i'm someone you won't talk about?
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingThe moment you left me by myself, the world stopped spinning.
Everything suddenly became numb.
And all I longed, was you.
and i get the feeling that you'll never need me again
And I think that I have lost you.
All of you.
Every piece of you.
what am i now?
what am i now?
what if you're someone i just want around
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingAnd now that you're gone, everything is gone.
I feel as if I won't ever love again.
what if i'm down?
what if i'm out?
what if i'm someone you won't talk about?
i'm falling again
i'm falling again
i'm fallingI need you.
I need you next to me, to tell me everything will be alright.
I need you here.
Author's note
I wanted to try something new, so I wrote this hehe. I hope you liked it!
I know the pov isn't specified, so you can take it in any pov you feel like!
Please vote and comment
With love through health and sickness
Keziah
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