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I forgive you

Ariana's POV

Y/n still isn't home and it's two am. I know it's all my fault and she's pissed, but the least she could do is text me and tell me she's okay

I had enough worrying so I take my phone out to text her and make sure she's not dead

iMessage

Me
I just need to know you're okay
Are you okay?
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I sighed as she didn't respond, but the fact that she saw it made me feel a little better

"I'll just wait it out" I told myself

I was too worked up to even feel tired so there was no way that I'm going bed right now. Not until she comes home at least. I sat on the couch and turned the tv to some random show. It didn't matter because I wasn't even paying attention. I was just thinking of way I could fix this. There's no way I could lose y/n, I'm too attached to her.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when the lock on the front door was unlocked. I sat up straighter and in came y/n with red, puffy eyes, which told me she was crying

"Y/n" I said in a small voice

"Ariana, please" she said

I just looked down

"Let's just finish talking about this, okay?" She asked

I nodded

I was hopeful. Maybe something good will come out of this. I'm hoping something good comes out of this

"I love you, Ariana. Maybe I was over reacting a little, but you still kissed someone else" she started

"I know, and I don't expect us to be okay, but I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you in any way, shape, or form. I love you so much. More than words can explain, and I just don't want to lose you" I said

"We can't keep going back and forth with this jealousy thing. It's not okay" she said

"I know, I'll work on it. I'm trying. In the back of my head, I'm scared that you'll leave me. You'll find someone better and leave me for them. That's always how it's been" I continued

"I do everything for you. That's all I fucking do. I just want to see you happy and I don't want to fight with you. I would never cheat on you, you just kinda have to know that. You have to know that you're the one I want" she explained

I listened to every word she said carefully. Taking in every last thing that left her lips

I know I needed to change. I need to workout my issues if this relationship is going to work

"I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry" I started to cry

She scooted closer to me and brought me into her embrace

"I don't want to lose you. I just love you so much and I don't know what's fucking wrong with me" I sobbed

"Ariana" she said

I just stayed crying in her arms. The kind of crying when you shake because of how hard you're sobbing, it was hard to catch my breath with all these ugly cries escaping my mouth

I felt her gently kiss the top of my head and for a split second I thought everything would be okay

"I'll work on my trust issues for you. I need you. Please don't leave me" I sobbed some more

I just couldn't stop crying. I was too far gone to pull myself together

"Please forgive me" I sobbed more

She stood quiet, the only thing you can hear are my sobs which are calming down a bit. As she rubbed my head and held me close, I felt like we could work through this.

"I forgive you" She said

"you do?" I asked

She just simply nodded

"thank you, thank you, thank you" i said as I went to kiss her

"I said I forgive you" she said backing away

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion

"I didn't say that we're okay.. I think we need time" she said unable to look at me in the eyes

"W-What?" I asked

"I think we need to break up and just go our separate ways" she said now meeting my gaze

I snapped my head up from my lap the second she said that

"Y/n. Don't do this. We can work through this. I'll work on my jealousy issues, we can go to counseling if that's what you want. I'll work with you. We can work together" I started to think of ideas

"This isn't healthy. This time it was just a kiss, next time it could be more" she said

"No, I wouldn't do that you" I said

"You also said you wouldn't be jealous anymore, but you still are" she said as tears started to form

"Y/n, please" I pleaded

I felt the tears start to form in my eyes

"I can't keep playing this jealousy game with you. I think we're at different peaks in our life right now. I need someone who will trust me and not get jealous if another person even comes near me, Ariana" she explained

She was right and I knew it. I think the fact that she was right made it hurt more

"I'll stay at my moms tonight" she said

"No, I can sleep in the guest room" I said

"I really can't stand to be in the same house with you right now, ariana" she said she looked towards the door

The way she said my name sounded harsh. My heart stung

"Y/n" I said going to reach for her hand, but she pulled away

I'll play hard to get, like I want to take a break and then she'll realize that she didn't mean it

"If thats what you feel would be best.. I'll be out by noon so you can come back to your home" I said in a small voice while looking down

She just nodded, still not able to look at me

Fuck, it didn't work

I watched as she grabbed a few clothes and her keys, then she left through the front door

"Bye y/n" I said even though she was already gone

A/N

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