UNTOLD MARRIAGE ; sunghoon

CHAPTER 27

"Are you sure you're okay? You look pale. " Yena asked, handing Rian a bottle of water whilst looking at her with worried eyes.

"Yeah, I'm fine." Rian answered for the nth time today as she opened the bottle with her hands. "Really, I'm fine guys" She added and gave the members a reassuring smile when they all gave her a hesitant look.

"You should've at least stayed on the dorm if you're not feeling well. " Eunjung butted in as she turned off the music and made her way towards the two.

"I'm really okay, I swear. " Rian lied. Truth is, she didn't know what's up with her body being unwell and let's not forget about the morning sickness she always encounter these past few days. And there is no way she'd stay in their dorm to rest when her career is at risk.

She can't stay in their dorm doing nothing while her bandmates are working their ass off. Because if that's the case, she conclude that the executives won't like it and might as well kick her out of the group. Basing on what they did to her solo activities, that thought isn't impossible.

"So let's start again? " The two gave her a hesitant look but agreed afterwards.

The practice went on and even Rian wanted to collapse, she pushed herself. Especially when their manager went inside along with two executives. Probably to report the higher ups what the idols are doing. If they following the given schedules.

After the long practice, they all head back to their dorm. Rian immediately went to her room and changed her clothes into a comfortable one before she laid down the bed.

She closed her eyes, feeling more sick than earlier. She sighed and bit her lips, wanting to cry but she didn't do so.

And the fact that Sunghoon seemed a bit distant lately isn't helping. In fact, it's making it worse.

Well, she understand him. Really understand him because they're hot in the eyes of media, in the eyes of their management—or more like her management, so she totally understand him. He's doing it for the sake of their career. He is doing it for them to not find out what's really up between them, and as much as it hurts, she understand his action. Since that night when they last met, Sunghoon barely text her and up until now, never calls her.

Rian bit her lips as she rolled to the side of her bed. Though, she immediately regretted the action when she felt dizzier than before.

Really, what's going on with her body?

She's healthy, she's fit and she's following her diet schedule that a professional gave them so what's up with her body? Why does it acts different so suddenly?

Rian's train of thoughts got interrupted when she heard soft knocks on the door. She sat down carefully and leaned her back on the head rest of the bed and told the person to come in.

"Rian." It was Eunjung who is holding a tray with a bowl on top of it.

The girl entered the room and closed the door behind her and walked towards the bed where Rian is on. She placed the tray on the side table. "Are you okay? "

As much as Rian appreciate them for being worried for her, they're actually going to her nerves. Since this morning, actually since the other day, they've been asking if she's okay or she's fine, if she's feeling sick or if she's not feeling well. It's really starting to annoy her.

But despite that, she smiled and nodded only to regret it afterwards. She bit her lips. "Yeah I'm fine. "

Eunjung stared at her for a minute then sigh. "You know Rian, you can tell me what you really feel. I'm tired of that same answer you always say whenever I asks you what's up." Truth to be told, she doesn't buy her lies.

Upon hearing what the other said, Rian sighed and ran her hand through her hair, an attempt to push them away from her face. "I honestly don't know. I felt really sick these past few days, if I'm going to be honrst. I felt nauseous and I'm... Everytime I wake up, I felt like emptying my stomach and it's making me restless. " She bit her lips, feeling emotional so suddenly.

"Yeah, that one is obvious. " The older stated, remembering the day when she saw Rian at sink throwing up. She reached for the bowl of soup and gave it to the younger. "Finish this up, I'll just get a medicine " She then stood up and walked towards the door when Rian gave her a nod. Though, before she could even reach the door, she stopped on her tracks when she realized something.

She's not... She's not pregnant right?

Eunjung immediately turned around and walked back to the bed. This time, feeling anxious. "Rian."

The younger looked at her. "Hmm? "

"Are you pregnant? "

Rian froze from the sudden question. Her breath hitching, palms going cold and wet so she gently put back the bowl to the side table and then faced her bandmate.

Realization dawned her. She's not that stupid and uneducated to not know the symptoms of being pregnant.

But... How?

Rian and Sunghoon never did it. Well, except when they went to Paris for their 'honeymoon'. That's when they made love for the first time but she's certain she's in birth control before they flew to Paris. Even though she's  not sure if they will do it, she did just to make sure. She remember she was planning to go to the clinic to have birth control shot—

Fuck!

Right. They had a fucking urgent meeting that day so she just decided to just take a pill when they're in France—which she didn't since she thought she already had it—

shit...

"Eunjung..." Nervousness was laced in her voice and bead of sweats started forming on her forehead. "I-i... I don't know"