In Your Wildest Dreams

We Don't Have to be Scared of Saying What we Feel.

Cate reaches into her suit pocket to get her key, the elevator dings & scans the key to open the elevator doors

"Voilà"
she says funnily
*you both giggle*

"Wow very ad-"
you begin to respond as the doors open you're stopped in awe looking ahead
"-vanced"
you finish, eyes fluttering at the suite

Cate smirks pleasantly at your reaction taking your hand, leading you out of the elevator.

Again, you take in everything you can.
The whole floor is just for Cates room.
The vestibule alone more grand than any hotel you have ever seen/stayed in your life.

Its contemporary meets Victorian era.
Wall to floor white marble, the centre of the room white arched double doors reading 'Royal Suite' in red, matching the red stylish circular door knockers, the doors framed by two futuristic angular pillars either side, in the centre of the floor a bold red rug & the walls scattered with intricate ornate antiques, along with damask accents.
It's the perfect combination of modern meets vintage.

You walk to the doors Cate still grinning at your reaction.

She scans her card at the centre of the doors, a beep sounds & the double doors to open inward to reveal the most luxurious place you have ever seen.
You drop your bags at the door.

You walk through, the first thing you see is an almost wall to wall, floor to ceiling window overlooking the incredible lights of the city.
As you stare out at the beauty Cate walks to the side

"Watch this" she says flicking a switch.
The switch turns the giant window to completely frosted glass, blurring the view & dimming the light.

"Oh my god this is insane!"
You let out as you walk towards her, you grab her hands & look into her eyes
"Thank you. For everything."

She scoffs brushing it off like it's no big deal
"You don't have to thank me"
She raises her hand to your face

"I don't just mean for tonight, like yes, of coarse for tonight..."
You say fluttering your eyes causing her to giggle
"But for being you and doing what you do for this world"

She rubs her thumb on your cheek as you continue on

"And I didn't answer earlier, I couldn't manage it, and I know I didn't have to but I want to verbally say it..."
Your eyes darting away yet you force yourself to bring them back to her eyes

She smiles in encouragement a wave of warmth floods.
It blows your mind how can she go from completely dominant to this soft in less than 15 minutes.

"I just wanted to say it, that yes I'm yours. Yes I want you to be with you, to live with you, travel with you, stay with you. I want to do everything for you & with you. I lov-"
you stop yourself.

You can't say that! you've only know her for a day
you think to yourself.
You feel heat rising in your cheeks, you know you're blushing.

Fuck what do I do now.

"I love you"
she says moving her hands to yours looking at you with completion, she means it
"We don't have to be scared of saying what we feel"
She adds. You're completely blown away. More than blown away.

"I, I, I"
You try to say it too.
"I"
Fuck am I passing out.
Your legs slightly give way but you quickly pull yourself together. No way you are going to pass out before you tell Cate fucking Blanchett you love her. You exhale deeply trying to avoid complete embarrassment

"(Y/N) are you ok?"
She says concerned

"I love you"
You squeeze it out finally & it feels like magic.

Her eyes glimmer

"I love you"
You say again with ease & kiss her
She giggles at you, both kissing deeply, intimately.

She smiles
"Now sweetheart lets have this bath"
She says, her words soft like silk