Ok
So people tell me that the reason I get hurt is cuz i feel to much
Like i would like someone and they would hurt me or make me feel like shit
Or I just randomly get sad
Idk why
Anyways
I've been Killing myself from the inside
Meaning I've been trying to stop feeling
And it's kinda working
I give less fucks about most people
Except sandy
Idk why my I could never be mad at her or be sad around her even if i tryed
She's just to cute and I have this strange urge to buy her fruity pebbles.....
Anyways
Yeah I don't really feel guilty if i do something I don't get sad as much.... well eh idk I heard I get more sad or I seem pissed
Like my friend was telling me I was happy one minute and then I went on a Ruben rage
Apparently this happened so much they named it
So yeah let's work on those other feelings c:
YOU ARE READING
I think I'm an idiot
RandomThis is a bunch of random stuff that has happened to me or that I think of. I'm currently 15 and I still have a long way to go...so like more dumb stuff is gonna happen. Be prepared... we're in this together.
