I was never a special person... I was never considered smart ether.
I was never that guy in the school halls people knew... they where just like isn't that Ruben...yeah it is so wanna buy weed
I was never that guy girls talked about.... I was never concerned hot or cute but more of an annoyance
I never had much self-esteem
No matter where I am I constantly feel unwanted
But....
I do know this....
I'm a pretty nice guy I care for others more then I care for my self I try to make others happy because I fail to make myself happy
So if i give you a cookie eat it
If i fall I'll get up stranger then you should start running
I like hugs ^.^

YOU ARE READING
I think I'm an idiot
RandomThis is a bunch of random stuff that has happened to me or that I think of. I'm currently 15 and I still have a long way to go...so like more dumb stuff is gonna happen. Be prepared... we're in this together.