I think I'm an idiot

What I wasn't

I was never a special person... I was never considered smart ether.

I was never that guy in the school halls people knew... they where just like isn't that Ruben...yeah it is so wanna buy weed

I was never that guy girls talked about.... I was never concerned hot or cute but more of an annoyance

I never had much self-esteem

No matter where I am I constantly feel unwanted

But....

I do know this....

I'm a pretty nice guy I care for others more then I care for my self I try to make others happy because I fail to make myself happy

So if i give you a cookie eat it

If i fall I'll get up stranger then you should start running

I like hugs ^.^