I think I'm an idiot

pissed at god

I remember the reason I wanted to stop feeling was because a was mad

I was mad at god for making me this way

Feeling too much

Thinking I'm in love

Making me different from the rest

Most of the time I wished I could be like other people

I would cry myself to sleep because of the emotional pain and I felt like ending everything

But I noticed I was hurting people

So i stopped

And I've noticed that muffins are life

Anyways

But yeah I was walking with a friend and I asked her what would she do if I died and she said "awe no that's sad"

I'm like " awe you care :3"

She'd like "nooooo it's sad cuz your gonna be leaving people who care about you"

And I'm like "like you right c:"

She's like "noooo"

I'm like " your boyfriend is hot"

And she pushed me

Anyways I got a tiny heart

I'm serious

It's like a marble

Idk where I got it

Sorry

#RandomSorry

I'm sorry reader

Sorry

This sorry goes to you ;3

I love you person

Fuck

I feel unloved

.......

SOMEONE SAY I LOVE YOU PLZ XC