Anonymous Secrets [completed]

☆ Part 10 ☆

The sand of the beach became colder after a day full of sunshine. My back felt a little wet and cold, but I didn't care at all. Charles had his arm wrapped around my shoulder and his other arm was under his head. I leaned with my head against his shoulder. I could feel the warmth of his body and at that moment everything was perfect. We looked at the sky, which was filled with stars. It looked beautiful... I always searched for the brightest star I could find.

"You alright?" Charles asked me and he squeezed my hand gently. "Yes, I was just staring at the stars." I answered and a smile appeared on my face. We had been together for a week now. It is so complicated to hide it for Pierre. I feel back about lying to my brother, but it is so amazing with Charles. Finally I could just look him in the eyes, I could just tell him how much he meant to me and I could feel his body close to mine. I didn't have to pretend anymore. Now that I could open up about my feelings they became even stronger.

The last week has been great. We had done the most crazy things, like quad driving through the desert and sea diving with the most beautiful coloured fishes. We ate the most delicious food, got tanned at the beach and had a lot of fun. It was kinda sad that the week was already over. We wouldn't leave yet, but when the training schedule for the two boys starts everything will be different.

I turned my head a little so that I looked at Charles. My face was half pressed against his shoulder. When I looked at his beautiful eyes and perfect face my heart skipped a beat. I still couldn't believe that we were really together. The fact that we have been in love with each other for literally ages I try to not think about.

Maybe people would say that it's weird that we are really close in such a short amount of time. Maybe they will say that we are going too fast or that we are crazy. But first, no one can ever tell you what you have to do or what you should change. People can't tell anything about you and you are the only one who decides about you. We aren't new to each other, our love isn't new. We have been in love for ages, we have been waiting for this for so long. We have been dreaming about this for so long. Yes, maybe we are going quickly. But we aren't strangers, it's like a dream that came true. For both of us.

"What are you looking at?" Charles asked while he still stared at the sky. "Hmm, at you." I answered and a smile appeared on my face. He pushed himself up so that he laid on his side, leaning on one of his arms. "You like what you see?"
"It isn't that bad." I softly bit on my lip and looked into his sparkling eyes. The next moment he leaned forward and wrapped his arms around my neck. I laid mine down on his shoulders and pulled myself closer to him. Our lips touched and everything disappeared. The coldness of the sand, all our doubts that were left. Even the beauty of the stars fade by this amazing touch. The only thing left were Charles and me. Our bodies, close to each other, filled with love. Electricity ran through my body as Charles gently ran his hand through my hair. Our kiss got more intense and I never wanted to let go of him again.

"Good morning!" Pierre greeted me happily as I joined them at the table in the breakfast room. "Morning." I mumbled and suppressed a yawn. Last night Charles and I went back into the hotel at 2am. We talked for hours and it was amazing. But it was 8:30 now so that means that I got less than 7 hours of sleep.

"Hm, that looks amazing." I said as I looked at the table. It was filled with breakfast food and it looked really delicious. I sat down on the empty chair between my brother and Charles. "I'm sorry that I say this, but you're looking horrible." Pierre said and he laughed. "Thank you so much." I answered sarcastically. "I just haven't slept that much." Charles looked at me meanful and I quickly looked down at the table, hiding my smile. How could he look so sharp? He hasn't slept any longer than I did.

"Pyry and Andrea will join us in a few minutes." Charles said as he looked up from his phone. "Wow, I'm not the last one?" I joked and he smiled at me. "No, you became third."
"What are your plans for today?" Pierre asked me. "Well, since you two will leave me I guess that I will just walk around the city or something. I will probably find a way to not get bored."
"You knew that we were going to leave you." Pierre protested. "That doesn't make it better."
"Stop being so childish you two." Charles said and we all laughed.
"What's so funny?" Pyry asked as he and Andrea walked up to us. "You wouldn't laugh anymore in like an hour or two." Andrea added. "Good morning you too." Charles said and stood up to greet them. Pierre and I did the same. "Good to see you." Pyry said and hugged me. Charles and Pierre got a box. As we all sat down we started having breakfast while chatting busily.