(this song definitely doesn't fit beyond the title being about fire, but I couldn't care less~)
"Minho," I say, watching a bird hop along the ledge of a roof self-importantly.
"Definitely." Newt squints at the flock of crows. "That one looks annoyed, so you know what that means."
"Mr. Alby Alberton it is," I agree.
Newt snorts. "Alby Alberton?"
"Well, it's as much of a last name as any of us have."
"Fair enough." Newt tangles his arms and legs around me again, octopus-style like normal. It's hot on the roof, but I don't have the heart to push him away when we only have one day together. "Except for Teresa. She has a last name. Agnes."
I nod a bit. "We probably all have last names, we just don't know them. My name is technically Ashley."
He jolts a bit. "Really? Wait, how do you know that?"
"I got a memory back about WICKED. At least... I assume it was WICKED. I went to school there, I guess. The woman called me Ashley. It's their name for me, not my real name, but it's something."
"It is something," he says, his voice soft. Is it longing, a wish to know his own past and name, or just the gentleness he uses when he's afraid the people around him are hurting?
"Newt?" I ask, slightly nervous although I'm not sure why. I don't normally talk to him about sensitive subjects, so the most I've learned about him was when I read his journal without permission.
He raises an eyebrow, and I continue. "Why are you so... careful? It's like you couldn't bear to hurt someone's feelings or push them when they're doing badly."
"Because..." He pauses for a moment, thoughtful. "I know how much it hurts to be broken. I don't want to break others or make it worse if they are suffering."
I nod a little, closing my eyes. I fall into a half-sleeping state, and I don't bother to respond when I hear him softly whisper, as if he's experimenting with the feel of the word on his tongue:
"Ashley."
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Admit Defeat (TMR fic 2)
FanfictionThe more Ash remembers, the more she pushes people away. Having friends is dangerous. Being close to Newt? Unfathomably risky. She has to choose between those she cares about, or staying safe from WICKED's manipulation. As We Watch the World Burn b...