Serenity - A Journal Of Some Sort

ashamed

when my words are all published
you'll claim you don't have a poem
so here's my verdict
have it written in stone

i say i'm not mad
i'll let you go, never meant anything
but that's all lies, god i hope
every word i say stings

after six years, plenty tears
ten thousand fights
sitting in the car eating ice cream
flying into the night

with the roof down, shoulders tossed
throw off our sneakers
turn the music on louder and
blow out the speakers

and we cry over exes
lost friends and new beginnings
i never thought i'd finally
see everything ending

without the one who
always stood by my side
and i can't say sorry
and hold onto what's left of my pride

so i hope you feel it
hope you never sleep the same
with all the regret you hold
you know you should be ashamed