MAKE ME STAY (MAKE ME GO BOOK ll)

Make Me Stay : Twenty Four

Mina

I woke up with some tears in my eyes and there I realized that I just had a bad dream,again. I've been dreaming the same dream all over again for a couple of nights and it starts bothering me. The dream was about Chaeyoung hurting me in the most painful way by totally abandoning me and our baby, Yuna

"I love you,Mina.. I do but sometimes love doesn't always means staying. Sometimes it means letting go and letting each other grow..apart."

Those were her words in my dreams that keeps on playing in my mind for the past few days. It's as if my dream was telling me what was bound to happen soon.

I sat down on my bed and caressed the empty space beside me which was supposed to be occupied by Chaeyoung. She still opted to stay in the guestroom than to sleep beside me and that makes me miss her so bad. Our baby, Yuna on the other hand is staying in her room with her personal nanny which left me all alone every single night

Crazy thoughts and overthinking makes me struggle which led me to consecutive days of almost sleepless nights. Dreaming the same painful dream all over again makes it even worse and sometimes, I just chose to stay awake the whole night than struggling with that same dream all over and over

I just can't..

That dream was too painful knowing how Chaeyoung just completely abandoned me as If it is her long-time plan. I hate that dream as much as I hate myself in that dream for letting Chaeyoung go. I should've begged more, I should've asked her to stay but In that dream, I just let her go. I let her go easily and let our ways part

"It's a dream. It's just a dream.."

I gently tapped my face hoping to forget that painful dream. I took a deep breathe and calmed myself down before grabbing my stick to start my day

..

I've been ignoring Chaeyoung after our last conversation but I can't still deny and hide the fact that I really miss her so bad. I'm a bit mad by her actions and her words but I know, a single apology from her can make it all up.

That's how much I love her

This distance and walls between us was killing me each day that passes by and I don't know how could she still act like nothing is wrong between us. She didn't even bother checking me up every single day which hurts me even more

I miss her.

I miss us.

I miss our conversations and random dates. I miss every little thing that we used to do back when we were absolutely good. I miss her scent, her laughs and her random jokes. I miss her hugs and kisses. I miss everything about her so bad.

Unfortunately, all I can do is to miss her and to wait for her. For now, I'll just focus on our baby and just wait for her until ahe decided to clear the mess between us

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"Thank you so much,Doctor Kim"

A smile escaped my lips as soon as I went out of the room with my personal nurse.  I just had a conversation with my doctor about me finally having a donor by next week.

Yes, next week.

Doctor Kim said that the family of the donor already agreed about it and all we need to do is to wait until they signed the papers so they can set the date of the surgery as soon as possible.

I still can't believe it.

After only few months of waiting we finally had a donor which surprises me and my doctor as well because it's really hard to find a donor. It realy takes time looking for one and I'm more than happy that finally, the long wait is over

I can't contain my happiness as soon as my doctor announced the news earlier.

Now, we're on our way home. I told my personal nurse to call Chaeyoung. I want to tell her about the good news even if we're not on good terms lately. I can't wait to tell her about this. I'm sure she'll love this,too.

We called for a couple of times but she's not answering her phone

I wonder where could Chaeyoung be. I think it's almost lunch time. I'm pretty sure she's all up and as far as I know, she took a day off today which means she'll just probably be staying home all day

I asked my personal nurse to call her one more time. Her phone kept ringing until finally, she answered it.

"Baby—"

"Where the fuck are you right now,Mina!?"

A loud sound of broken stuff can be heard on the other line making me flinch and worry at the same time

"Chaeyoung? What's that noise—"

"Fuck you! Stop asking questions and get back here as fast as you can!"

I heard another sound of unpleasing noise on the line. It's as if someone's breaking and banging the door

"Chaeyoung,what's happening there—"

"Fuck! Get back in here quickly or Yuna would be in danger—"

I didn't even get any other details when the call was dropped making me worry and wonder what is happening. I told my nurse what is happening at home so she immediately told the cab driver to drive faster telling him that there's an emergency

..

Strange silence welcomed us as soon as we enter our house. Gone were Yuna's soft giggles that warms our home as well as the loud random Justin Bieber's songs from the guest room where Chaeyoung currently stays

"Chaeyoung? What is happening? Where is Yuna?"

We waited but noone answered back. My personal nurse assisted me as we made our way upstairs to check Chaeyoung and Yuna. She even describe how messy everything is as we slowly made our way to Yuna's room

Broken vases scattered on the floor in front of Yuna's room. The door itself was ruined as it it was forced to open. The knob was damaged with some blood on it according to my nurse

Blood!

Why is there a blood?

"C-Chaeyoung? Y-Yuna? Where are you—"

"Oh my God!"

My nurse' sudden reaction scared me.

"W-what is happening?"

"Ma'am, your wife and your child is on the floor. They're both unconcious and were full of bloods!"

"What?!"

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Hey gays,straights and bi's..
Stay safe and stay healthy.
I love yawa all,
Goodnight🥰🖤