「 Chapter 6 | Regret 」

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After all that, It rained when you were at the ferris wheel then you got home while Yoongi held your hand protectively. He kept looking at you then he gave his jacket to you, it was big on you but he said it fitted you. Even if he got wet, he wanted you safe. When you reached your house, you kissed his cheek then he left. You changed into a comfortable clothes, wearing Yoongi's jacket. You liked his scent, you liked his smile, you liked him. You then laid down at your bed, checking your phone because you silent it. 20 messages and 30 calls was missed. You were shocked.

( Your name ), Good morning. :)

- Jin

( Your name ), i'm coming over, is that okay?

- Jin

( Your name ), Ahh~ I'm at your front door. 

- Jin

Hey, open the door. 

- Jin

I have a surprise, please, open the door.

- Jin

Ahh… It's so quiet, will you open the door?

- Jin

I think It's about to rain, your gift might get wet.

- Jin

Please open the door.

- Jin

I didn't bring a jacket, the raindrops is starting to fall.

- Jin

Are you ignoring me? :(

- Jin

Please let me in, It's freezing.

- Jin

I came here alone, It's only me. Can you let me in?

- Jin

What do you want me to do!? WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!?

- Jin

I hate this, I hate the rain.

- Jin

I hate you.

- Jin

You were shocked at this text, the 15th text was slightly heartbreaking to you. You cringe and continued reading, ignoring the pain in your chest.

I hate you so much, I hope your happy.

- Jin

You were shocked once again, you weren't happy that you didn't see this. You weren't happy that you might get Seokjin sick because of you not being at your home, you blamed yourself instead of Yoongi. It wasn't Yoongi's fault, no, it was yours for the matter of fact.

WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!? 

- Jin

What are you even doing!? Are you watching me here!? ARE YOU WATCHING ME SUFFER!?

- Jin

Yeah, I hope your happy. I'm crying over you like a pathetic person, I hate you. 

- Jin

Thank you for not being there.

- Jin

You were shocked, it was all from Jin. You then felt your eyes sting, you felt your heart breaking. But Seokjin on the other hand, looked at his phone. Staring with his eyes swollen, he cried. He really did cry, he got sick because of waiting outside your door. " Hyung, are you gonna be alright? " Jungkook said, " You've been staring at your phone, it's turned off. " he linked, Seokjin did nothing but sniffle and stare at his black screened phone. He stared with a broken heart, his fragile heart was shattered. Namjoon then walked in to see Seokjin with swollen eyes while Jungkook moved his hands infront of Seokjin, " Jungkook, get out and don't disturb, hyung. " Namjoon said then Jungkook nodded then walked away, Namjoon then walked beside Seokjin while Seokjin had a towel around his neck. " Hey, " Namjoon said, Seokjin didn't respond. " I know how you feel, " he said, Seokjin looked at Namjoon with slight hope in Seokjin's eyes, " I know, just don't think about it too much. If you can't, try and let her go. Don't rot yourself again, " Namjoon said, Seokjin nodded then stood up to walk to his room. Yoongi then walked in with a gummy smile, " You seem too happy, what's up, hyung? " Namjoon said, " Ahh~ I kissed a fantastic girl, " Yoongi said before walking to his room and gently closing it, Namjoon was left behind. Confused and alone, then the others came and bugged him.

You didn't try to cry but you fell asleep instead, the sun came. Seokjin woke up and got ready, he wore a scarf and a sweater with jeans. He brought a jacket this time, then he grabbed the gift he was supposed to give you. He then ran outside before any other members noticed then he ran to your house, he panted for a moment then he knocked at your door. You then fluttered your eyes open then walked to the bathroom before walking down stairs to see Seokjin, he had a gift at his hand while he sat at the small set of stairs infront your door. He then looked around to see you, he smiled happily but he then frowned when he saw you wearing Yoongi's jacket. His world started to crash, he had his shattered heart turn to dust,  " Seokjin? " you said, " I saw all the text, I'm sorry. I wasn't here yesterday, " you said softly, rage and fury got through his veins. " Wasn't here yesterday? Wae huh!? Because you were with Yoongi!? " He said, " WHY ARE YOU SHAKING MY HEART!? " He screamed then he threw your gift at the ground before stomping away, you were shocked at his temper. You got the gift from the floor then opened it, it was a necklace. Your heart shattered at the view of him, trying to get you all things special. You started to cry, you sobbed as you held the fragile necklace. Seokjin started to run and run, he then sat down at a bench to have tears in his eyes. It started to fall. He cried softly, looking down while sobbing. His world started to shatter, you broke him. Just like she did, but it made him feel worst. It made him regret meeting you, regret talking to you. Regret falling in love with you. People passed him, not knowing why he was crying but knowing that he was only being hysterical and emotional. Words ran around his mind again and again, Min Yoongi. That was the words, it made him cringe and furious at his friend's name. It made him want to hurt Yoongi back, but what would hurt him? You, taking him away from you. But Seokjin was already in pain because of you, what was his choice?

There was no choice, no other choice.

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