「One Last Time」

「 Chapter 15 | Anger 」

You have fell asleep while crying, the sun came but you still haven't woke up. You haven't stand up from your bed, you didn't move. You felt like rotting away, but you felt angry. You felt furious, you then grabbed your phone then called Seokjin, " Mwo? " he said, " I want to talk to you, " you said, " Wae? " he said without hesitation, " If you think i'm gonna crawl back to love you, no, I won't. I just want to talk to you, " you said, " How about next week? I seem free, " he said, " Why, of course. Please, I don't mind if you enjoy your moments with Marcie. " you said, he stiffened, How did you know?

" Thank you then, " he said, " How do you eve-- " You ended the call as he spoke, you were now an heartless monster. You didn't want to answer questions, you then stood up, Walking to the kitchen then cooking a meal. You liked the silence of your house, but you felt like Seokjin would force you to spit the truth out of your mouth. He was scared for a moment now, he noticed how your voice would crack and how cold it was when you spoke to him. He then laid down at his bed, looking up and biting his lip. Wanting answers but he knew that if he called you, you'd get annoyed by him. At the moment, you then felt anger while you cooked. You bit your lip, you wanted to see this Marcie. Knowing that maybe she was better than you, because why did Seokjin pick her rather than you? Because she was his ideal type, you suddenly burned your hand from the pan. Hissing and running to the sink, you still bit your lip. Knowing that it might bleed sooner or later, who knew?

While you got lost in your train of thoughts, you suddenly burned your hand while cooking. You hissed then ran to the sink, after washing it. You then noticed that the food is finished, you then turned off the stove then you grab a bowl then poured the food in it. You then grabbed some chopsticks then walked to the living room and watched tv while eating, you didn't happily but you did enjoy the silence. But you had to admit, you missed Seokjin. You ignored it, you then felt your phone vibrate, " Ahh~ ( Your name )-ah~ " Hoseok said, you already knew he was smiling, " Mwo? " you said, " Ahh~ How have you been? I was about to visit you a while ago but your house seemed creepy and dark, Are you alright? " he asked, " Ahh... I've been better, life's been easy without Jin. " you lied but you were still angry at him, " Don't you know you are such a liar, " He said, singing ' No More Dream '. You couldn't help but chuckle, he was always the person to make you break a laugh even in the hardest time, " Hey, wanna come over? Let's have a sleep over~~ " He said with a smile, you didn't respond but you finished off your food then stood up while you put your phone on speaker, " Hyung isn't here~ " He said, you took a deep breath while washing the dishes, " Gwenchana. " you said then he ended the call with a happy screech, you then packed your stuff after washing the dishes then walked out after grabbing your car keys and a beanie. You then walked to your car, opening the car door then getting inside. You sat down then started the engine, driving to there dorms. You then made sure you didn't look terrible, you knew you had to bottle up your anger but with Hoseok, there was no choice but to let it out soon. You then reached there dorm, you got out after shutting down the engine then you locked up the car doors then you walked to there dorm with you bag of clothes in it, you knocked. Hoseok opened it without hesitation then he hugged you with a cheeky smile, " Ahh~ You came! " he said, " Of course, you were being such a pain in the ass. " you said, " Ahh? Aishh, so rude to me. " he said, " You don't mind if the others join, right? " he said, " As long as that angel, Seokjin isn't here, sure. " you said, " Woop woop~ " he said before pulling you, you then reached the living room to see Jungkook and Taehyung already made a fort. Namjoon listening to music while falling asleep, Jimin frowning then begging to get in the fort with Taehyung and Jungkook but they don't really agree, You sighed, I'm surronded by dorks and nerds. You thought then you smiled, Taehyung saw you then he jumped up then broke the fort. Jungkook also did that, the both of them ran to you then gave you a hug. Namjoon woke up then waved at you when you looked at him, Jimin hugged you as well then all of you made a fort. 

" How are you and Seokjin? " Namjoon said, the both of you shared his headset. You got the right and he got left, " Me and Seokjin? " you said, " Yeah, " he said, " Not so good, everything is a lie to me now. " you said, " Oh? How about Yoongi? " he said, " I haven't visited him but I'll visit him tomorrow, he might get upset because of it. " he linked, " Oh. Yeah, he's still sleeping. Still stuck in his dreams, " you said, " Don't worry about it, you wouldn't to see his reaction if he saw you like this. " he said, " Oh, yeah. Haha, I imagine how worried he would be then he'd scold me after wards. " you said with a sad chuckle, Namjoon seemed to notice, " Hey, Don't be so hard on yourself. " he said, " I'm not so hard on myself, " you said, " Then what's on your mind? " he said while closing his eyes, " Hurt. " you said, " Denial. " you continued, " Anger. " you lastly said, you closed your eyes then he looked at you. Not knowing what to say anymore, he was speechless of what you said. Not that he was confused, he was shocked. He just moved to hug you, he knew you were about to cry because of it. You bit your lip then cried at his shoulder, Hoseok and the others saw the whole things. Shocked at your sudden out break but then they tried to act like they didn't hear anything.

A hour of silence has passed now, you have eventually stopped crying. Thanks to Namjoon and Taehyung. " Don't worry, noona! I'll punch the reality out of Hyung~ " Jungkook said while he hugged you, you smiled then hugged back. " I'll just make Hyung take you back! " Jimin said as well then he hugs you, Jungkook eventually broke the hug with you because Jimin hugged you. Jimin frowned again, " Why don't you hug meee! " Jimin whined to Jungkook, " Ahh! Taehyung-hyung! He's gonna hug mee! " Jungkook said, Taehyung threw a pillow at Jimin then Jimin just chuckled. You then chuckled then Hoseok then played ' Frozen ' at the TV. The three dorks then stopped then sat down to watch, Namjoon was at your left then Hoseok was at your right. You had to admit, you were never exhausted about this movie but you felt tired already. You then laid your head down at Namjoon's shoulder, then fell asleep. He was also asleep while the others began to sang along, but you didn't mind the noise because sometimes, the silence makes you feel worse and worse.