" Oh really? I really don't believe that, Hoseok. " you said, denying Hoseok. He then made a fake hurt face then you chuckled, slapping his shoulder then he noticed that it was getting dark. " I need to go home now, before The others make something bad. " he said then he stood up and waved while walking away, good thing you wore a coat and scarf. You just sat at that swing, the wind blew your hair and some sand from the play ground.
It's just all a lie, right?
You thought, maybe it wasn't. You heard it from Jin, maybe he did love Marcie. But you still loved him, you loved Yoongi too but at the moment, you loved Seokjin and you wanted to remind him that. You didn't care about Yoongi, no, you loved Seokjin. You then thought for a moment again,
Those stupid sasaeng fans, maybe they got it wrong.
You thought, denying every thought about Seokjin and Marcie. You hated the feeling of it, you hated denying but it seemed like the only choice you had at the moment. The only thing you could do right now, but it does seem like Seokjin doesn't love you anymore. He was now cold around you, he doesn't call you or text you at the morning, he doesn't want to be with you. Maybe you did something wrong. But doesn't everyone do something wrong once in a while, doesn't he even make something wrong but to you, every mistake he makes are just beautiful but at the moment. You hate him. You wanted to scream at him but you didn't have the guts to, you wanted to meet Marcie. But you were scared if Seokjin and Marcie did have a relationship.
But you knew they didn't.
You were denying all the things about Seokjin, knowing that you could deny. What did Marcie have that you didn't? You were hurt before, until now but now, you were denying.
You then stood up and walked towards your house, but then you saw it. You saw Seokjin and Marcie, kissing each other before Marcie left. It was passionate, it was like when you kissed Seokjin but it looked like it had more emotion in it. You bit your lip, your eyes stinging. You guessed that there was no denying now. It was official. You then took your confidence then walked passed them, even if you started to silently cry. You thought you were right, you thought denying was just right. But it wasn't, you bit your lips while you wiped your eyes at your scarf. You hated this, you then ran to your house then locked yourself inside your room and house. You cried, you weren't that hungry anyway. You thought you gave him all the things he wanted, you thought that maybe you were just the right piece at his heart but you knew you weren't anymore. You cried as you threw your scarf to the ground, you threw your shoe at the ground either. You slammed your fist at the door of your room, you wanted to go back to the park. be like the wind, be as cold as ever. But you still loved Seokjin, you didn't want this to happen to the both of you, you thought everything was just as fine as ever. You hated it.
You then bit your hand, you were stopping your sobs from escaping your mouth. You were falling to pieces, because of the ugly truth that Jin showed to you.
The ugly truth that you deny.
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「One Last Time」
Romance“ No, no, no. ” He pleaded, “ Don't leave me like this, please. I still want to be with you, ” he said with tears in his eyes, “ I don't want to be alone, just give me a one last time with you. ” he said as he bow down his head with tears streaming...
