「One Last Time」

「 Chapter 19 // I Hate you 」

I'll be adding a few experiment in this chapter~ 

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You texted Jin to meet you at a cafe but you weren't so excited, you weren't excited to see him. He was thrilled, excited at the feeling in seeing you but he didn't expect you to smile. He just wanted to see you, hear your voice even if it would be so cold. He suddenly felt his phone buzz,  it was a call, " Yeoboseyo? " he said, " It's ( Your name ), " you said, " oh, Annyeonghaseyo. " he said, " I was planning on changing plans, " you said, " you want to cancel the meet-up? Okay, it's fine. " he said, humble as ever, " No, no, no. I mean, maybe we should also go somewhere rather than at just a cafe, it's pretty boring. " you said, " okay, i'll just go where you go. " he said, " Okay then, just see me at the cafe. " you said before hanging up, your voice made his heart skip a beat. He missed the way he texted you, he ended texting you because of Marcie. He sighed, he fixed his hair with a sigh. 

Jin's P.O.V

' I already feel nervous, are my hands shaking? ' I thought to myself, I thought maybe I may turn awkward. I already imagine your face disgusted but I want to make a move, I want to have you in my arms. I want to kiss you, like how Yoongi did but better. More sweeter than him, even though his name is Suga. Who cares? I don't, I just want you in my arms. I want to hug you and kiss your forehead, I want you to only blush in my words. I want you to be mine, and I want myself to be yours. I want to be happy with you, " Maybe I should just try not to be awkward, " I said to myself, then Namjoon came. " When were you never awkward, " he said with a smile, I glared at him, " Chill down, Awkward Princess, Not my fault if you suck at being with ladies. " he said with his hands up in the air with defeat before walking away with a silly smirk, " Hyuuuung, I'm hungry. " Taehyung whined suddenly, " I have to go somewhere, Taehyung, " I said, " But Hyuuuuuuung, I need food!! " he whined once again, " Oh? I don't want to cook, the smell of the food might replace my cologne. " I said, " It's okay! She won't notice, is she a wolf or something? " he said, " No, but she clawed my heart already. " I said, Taehyung was suddenly silent, not even getting what it meant because he never fell for anyone.

" HYUUUUUNG! I want foooooooood!! " he whined again, " Okay, sheesh, I'll cook. " I said in defeat, " YEY! Kookie!! Hyung is finally gonna cook! " he said while running to Jungkook, I chuckled to myself as I got the ingredients needed for it, " Wow, Hyung is cooking again! What happened? Did ( Your name )-noona talk to you again? " Jimin asked again, you and Namjoon has the same age. Reasons why you got close to him, " Maybe, Yes. " I said, my pride and confidence rising up. " OH! Great Job, hyung! " Jimin said as he pat my back with a wide smile, " Thank you. " I said as my chin was kept up, my ego rising anyway, " Anyway, What are you cooking? " Hoseok popped in then asked, " Food. " I said, being all sassy because of being blinded by my ego. " Haha, gwenchana. " Hoseok said awkwardly before walking away, Jimin followed Hoseok anyway. 

Silence, that was the thing I liked most of the time. The thing I stayed with in a while, after cooking. I then rushed to the table, the guys cheered for me. I chuckled then I bowed down, " I need to leave! " I said, out of breath obviously. " Wait! Your hair is a mess, you smell like fire and the food! " Jungkook said, He stood up then fixed my hair before spraying at my body, I smelled great. " There hyung! You're fine now. " he said, " Thank you, Jungkook.  ( ^ o ^ ) / " I said with a smile, " You're welcome, hyung! :) " Jungkook said before I rushed to get a cab, I almost slipped. It was snowing, the snow fell on my nose then I snuggled closer to my scarf and coat. I knew you would be there, I also know how impatient you'd always be when waiting. I sighed, the feeling of the small snowflakes fall on my nose made me sneeze.

I drove to the cafe where you wanted to meet me, I saw you drinking hot coffee because of the cold air. I smiled, I loved staring at you. Watching you do your things, I loved how delicate you are. How graceful you move, I loved how every move you made makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. I love every imperfection you had, every perfect ones as well. I felt my phone vibrate, I then saw the text.

" You should come inside, you look like a creep out there.

- You "

You always had a sassy but funny rumour, I chuckled before walking inside. The scent of the coffee being made and your perfume was the only scent I smelt, I walked to your table as I saw you were your usual poker face now a days. " Jin, " you said, " ( Your name ), " I said back, I took a seat with a smile. " You look beautiful, " I said, " thank you, " you said back, " Let's go now? " you said, I nodded then you stood up and moved pass me. Just like at the playground, I stood up and followed after you. We then walked outside then saw a small carnival, " Do you want to ride the ferris wheel? " I asked, " Okay, " You said back, emotionaless and ironic. We then walked to a pink wheel, sitting infront of each other, I was nervous. You looked at me, which made me want to jump down but I didn't, I thought I should make a move. I started to lean in, I just wanted everything to go back to normal. But you pushed me away, " I hate you, " you said, I was shocked, " But deep down inside, I hate myself most, for loving you. " you said, your eyes with tears as it streamed down your face. I moved my thumb to wipe it away, " Nothing hurts more... That you loved me; and you don't. " I said as I leaned in then kissed you, the feeling of your soft lips in mine made me want to screech. Calm down, Jin, calm the fuck down. I don't want to smile, don't smile! If you smile, she'll feel bad! Don't make your Jagiya upset! I didn't smile but I moved my hands around your waist, and you wrapped yours around my neck.

Your P.O.V

I felt like it was Yoongi kissing me, but I needed to be at the reality. I remember when Yoongi kissed me at a ferris wheel too, I hated feeling Yoongi. But it was life, he was the one I fell for before Seokjin. We then broke the kiss then Jin connected his forehead against mine, " I still love you, " he said, " I love you too but... " I said, " I know, Yoongi. " he said sadly, " Let's get down here, " I said as we hopped down while the wheel was at the ground, " I'm hungry, " he said, " let's get lunch instead, " he linked with a smile, " okay then, " I said with a smile, he suddenly pulled me into a restaurant, we both ate happily. Talking to each other, " Saranghae, " he said lastly before we got home, " Saranghaeyo, " I said back as he kissed my forehead with a smile then he drove back to his dorm, I got inside my house then laid down at the bed. I had a smile on my face, but I were worried. What if Yoongi woke up? I thought, I was thinking silly again. I feel like an idiot, falling for two guys like an idiot. I need to choose, but wait! Maybe I could be with Seokjin while Yoongi is in a coma, yes! That's it! I'm so smart! Haha! I suddenly yawn while jumping at my thought, I laid down and fell asleep. Enjoying the thought of waiting for Yoongi and being with Seokjin.