「One Last Time」

「 Chapter 12 | Falling 」

To you, Seokjin was just perfect. He was perfect in a way that people never saw, sure, the ARMY did but to you. He just too perfect, Yoongi was too. Yoongi was somehow like a bunny that acts manly, Seokjin was different in many levels. While you woke up this morning, Seokjin's smile was the first thing you imagined. He was the only person that popped into your mind, but well, Yoongi also popped into your mind either. You got slightly excited at the thought of them fighting for you, but Yoongi had an medical problem. Seokjin knew better than to fight with Yoongi, Seokjin was more mature.

Your phone suddenly vibrated, you then grabbed it then answered the call, " Annyeonghaseyo? " you said, " Ahh~ You're already up? That's good, I wanted to here your voice while I wake up. It just makes me smile at the thought of talking with you early in the morning. " Seokjin said with a smile, even if he had a half-opened eyes, he smiled. You smiled too, " Ahh. I don't really want to go outside, " you said, " just a matter-of-fact. " you linked, " oh? I wasn't' planning anything today, but can I come over? " he said while he stood up then he made the call into a speaker mode while he washed his face, " Oh? Sure, oppa, " you said, doing the same while washing your face with your facial wash, " Gwenchana, are you cleaning up too? " he said, " Yah, " you said, putting toothpaste at your toothbrush then brushing your teeth with it after washing your face and wiping it at your towel, " Ahh~ I want to hear you sing, I haven't hear you sing before. " he said, " Oh? I don't really sing that much, I'm more of the person to admire music, not sing it. " you said, " I mean, you have a even better singing voice than me! " you said while you then gargled your mouth wash, he did the same then he spitted it then wiped his face, " Oh? I'm not much of a great singer, I mean, " he said, " I am but I don't even get that much lines in our songs sometimes, " he said, " Oh? So that's why I see some Jin stans getting upset because of it, see? People admire you, I even see people saying that you are handsome at the internet because of your twitter updates. " you said, " Ahh~ They are too kind, but even if you aren't that popular. I will always love you, " he said, you suddenly blushed, " Ahh! Stop playing with me and just come over! " you said before ending the call, you then took a fast bath and wore a simple shirt and some jeggings. You then sat down at your sofa, being quiet once again. You then remembered that you had to visit Yoongi, it's been the 3rd day that he's been at the hospital. You then suddenly text Seokjin, 

Hey, Come to the hospital instead if you want to see me. Because I'm gonna visit Yoongi there, gwenchana? 

- You

you then sent it to him before standing up, wearing a white converse and a beanie. You have bought some flowers and roses to give to him while he slept, showing your kindness. You then got into your car then drove to the hospital, you then stood up and walked into Yoongi's room to see him still in a coma. You put the roses and flowers at the unoccupied vase at the nightstand, " Ahh, look how beautiful it is, oppa. " you said to him, knowing that he's still sleeping peacefully. " I remember when we just slept the whole day together, " you said, " I want to sleep beside you, maybe we can sleep together. But now, you're the only one sleeping. " you said, your eyes started to sting, " I hope you'd wake up, " you said before sitting down at the chair beside his bed, " Wake up, " you said again, moving your hands through his brown hair. You wanted to see that gummy smile again, you wanted to hear his voice once again. Maybe even for a second, you did love Seokjin but you loved Yoongi too. You were terrified to lose Seokjin, but you were terrified into losing Yoongi as well. 

" I saw the carnival we went to back then, " you said while fixing his hair, " I remembered our first kiss at that ferris wheel, " you linked again, your tears started to drip down on him. " I know. You don't want me to cry, but I just can't. " you said while looking down, " I can't, If you were on my view. You'd do the same, " you said, " I just can't see our future together, seeing you like this. Seeing you at a bed, it's all my fault. " you said, blaming yourself again, you kept blaming yourself. Because it was true, why did he try to suffocate himself? It's because of you, you said you needed space. But you knew blaming yourself would be terrible, just like Hoseok said. It wasn't your fault. " Please wake up, " you said, " I miss the feeling around you, I miss your smile, I miss hearing your voice, I miss your ' I love you 's, I miss you. " you said, your started to sit down then you cried into his bed. You then intertwined your finger with his, " Please, " you said while crying.

Seokjin was actually at the door, he heard al of it. He wasn't mad actually, he understood that you still loved Yoongi. Or did he misunderstood? But he did understand, He understood that you loved Yoongi more than him. He wasn't mad at Yoongi, he knew better but he felt sad. Not disappointed, he was depressed. He knew he shouldn't even compete with Yoongi, he bit his lips before walking outside. He took a breath, he understood why you cried for Yoongi. But he was sad that you didn't cry for him instead, yeah, you cried back then when he screamed at you but he knew he scared you. That's why you cried for him. He sat down at the bench outside the hospital, looking at the side to see a girl. Maybe around his age, she looked like him. Not exactly but she looked like she also had a problem, she looked like she was also getting lost in his thoughts as well, He then took the confidence to tap her shoulder. She then looked at him with her brown eyes, it was slightly mesmerising. " Oh? Hello. " she said, " You seem like you have a problem, I'd love to help. " he said, " Oh? Je ireumeun Marcie-imnida. " she said politely, " Seokjin-imnida. " he said while he shook her hand, her hand felt soft against his hand. He smiled, then she smiled back. He had to admit, she was beautiful. " Ahh, Would you like to get some coffee sometimes? " he said, she nodded, He then grabbed his phone from his pocket then texted you.

I'm sorry but I'm just gonna go out to someone else's house, maybe you can just stay with Yoongi for a while there. 

- Jin

He then sent it before standing up as Marcie stood up as well then Seokjin walked beside her at a cafe near by the hospital, you then felt your phone vibrate. Checking who it was, then you saw the message from Jin. You sighed, " Well, I suppose I'll be staying with you then, oppa. " you said to the sleeping form of Min Yoongi, " Ahh. I miss you a lot, " you said again, then you softly kissed his cheek. He was still as pale as ever, then you heard a knock at the door, " Annyeonghaseyo? " the voice said, " Ahh. Come in. " you said while you still had your hand intertwined with Yoongi's, you then saw Jungkook. " Ahh, Noona~ I didn't expect you to visit, " he said as he hugged you, " Ahh, I forgot to visit yesterday. I don't want Yoongi to get upset of me, " you said, " Oh? Where is Jin-hyung? He said he was with you, " he said, " Oh? He isn't, I thought he was visiting the dorm? " you said, " He didn't, " he said, " Strange. " you mumbled but you continued some random conversations with Jungkook, knowing that he'd be bored from the silence of the hospital room.

Marcie chuckled at Seokjin's silliness, Seokjin smiled at her. The both of them asked each other random things, " So what colour do you like, Oppa? " she asked, " Pink, I like pink. " he said with a smile, " how about you? " he said, " I like blue, " she said, " Oh? We're meant to be then? " he said with a chuckle, she chuckled as well. " Well then, " she said, " It's getting kinda late, and your phone is vibrating too much, oppa. " she said, he then looked at his phone to see that you were calling him. 

He didn't want to answer, he was happy with Marcie at the moment but his smile turned into a frown when you called him.