「 Chapter 10 | Starting Over Again 」

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After all that, you got out with Seokjin. You then ran to room 93, the room of Yoongi. You saw him there, his eyes closed and some more things connected in him, " He's in a coma, " Hoseok said, " Hmm? " you said, " He suffocated himself, now there he is, in a coma. " Hoseok said, " Oh, then he's fine? " you said, he nodded then you letted out a sigh. " Aren't you his girlfriend? " Hoseok said, " Ahh? Not now, I needed space. It was all my fault, actually. " you said, Hoseok patted your back, " No, don't blame yourself. " He said with a smile, you smiled back.

Jimin was being too quiet, it scared Taehyung. Taehyung then walked with Jungkook to a ice cream store, Jimin followed but then he bumped into someone then apologized without looking. The girl was just about to speak, but at the moment, Jimin didn't care. He finally caught up to the two, " Ahh! Jimin, why are you so down? " Jungkook said, " Mwo? I'm not down, " he said, he was hurt at the moment once again because Jungkook didn't call him ' hyung '. " Mwooo???? Here! Eat ice cream! " Taehyung said before shoving an cone of ice cream inside Jimin's mouth, Taehyung and Jungkook smiled and chuckled. Jimin just shivered at the feeling of too much ice cream in his mouth, it gave him a brain freeze. Jungkook laughed louder, " Haha! What a Pabo!! " he said, Taehyung just laughed because Jungkook looked silly while laughing.

Seokjin was quiet now, he was beside Yoongi's bed. Namjoon bought some food and the others were gone, you talked with Hoseok while he cheered you up. Seokjin swallowed a lump of air stuck at his throat, " Hey Yoongi, " he said, " I'm trying to forget ( Your name ), don't worry. " he continued, " you can have her all by yourself now, " he linked, " I'm sure you'd be pretty happy now. " Seokjin said with his eyes stinging again, he hated the feeling of losing you. He hated the feeling of losing from Yoongi, " I don't like her anymore, " he murmured with tears falling down his eyes, " Stop lying to yourself, " Namjoon said from behind Seokjin, " Mwo? Wae are you here? " Seokjin wiped his eyes then looked at Namjoon, he was confused at how Namjoon had more experience than him. He was slightly embarrassed, " I just got food, " Namjoon said with a smile while he handed the plastic bag of food, he then contacted Taehyung, " Mwo? Hyung~ " Taehyung said, " Get back here, food is here. " Namjoon said, " JINJA! GWENCHANA!! " Taehyung screamed in excitement, Jimin cringed at the feeling of having a brain freeze, The Devil rabbit, Jungkook chuckled at Jimin more. 

When Jungkook and the others came, they started eating. You and Hoseok came, the both of your were already best friends. The both of you ate while talking to each other, Namjoon just looked at Seokjin, who was staring at his food. He was thinking too much.

Jin's P.O.V.

I still love her, but I need to forget that feeling. I was thinking too much, staring at my food. It was starting to get cold, but I don't care anymore. I'm stuck on her, she's stuck in my mind. I feel paralyzed, I want to feel her hand on my again. I want to hug her, I want to kiss her. I want to be with her, but I can't. Just for Yoongi's sake. I then got a tap at my shoulder, I looked to see who it was. " Eat. " Namjoon said, I nodded then took a few bite while thinking. Us, was there even an us? Me and her, was there? I want answers, she did say that there is always an Us but I'm frustrated. Does she still love Yoongi? I felt depressed now, Maybe she's just doing it for my sake? I now had shaky hands, Namjoon started to notice then he slapped my shoulder. I cringe at the pain, " What was that for!? " I said, " You were starting to shake, If you don't want to eat, just give it to Taehyung. " Namjoon said, I looked at Taehyung. He gave me puppy eyes, I just shook my head then he pouted. I snapped out of my thought then just ate, I was the last one to finish eating. 

After that, we all said goodbye to the sleeping Yoongi then got home. ( Your name ) drove us home, Taehyung and Jungkook sang to the rock song at the radio. Hobi, Jimin, and Namjoon started to dance with it while I was just quiet. When we got to the dorm, Me and ( Your name ) just drove back to her place. She opened the door and we walked inside, I sat at her sofa while she was at my side, " Hey, " I said, " Are we... um together? " I said, she had shaky hands. " I... Don't know. " She said, " Then I'll wait 'till Yoongi wakes up, " I said, I didn't want to say that actually. I wanted us to be official, I wanted to be with her. Even if Yoongi is asleep, I don't care for a moment because he might take her away from me again, " Okay then, that's good enough. " She said before standing up, " You didn't eat too much a while ago, oppa, " She said, " would you like me to cook something for you? " she linked with a soft smile, a soft smile that I missed, " Gwenchana. " I said with a smile, I checked my phone for a moment. 5 pm, too early to go home. I'm sure the others won't mind me going home, they can handle themselves. Just as long as Namjoon doesn't break anything, or if Taehyung ate too much chocolate. I thought, she then tapped my shoulder, " Hey! It's time to eat, you've been thinking too much. " She said with a smile, I nodded then ate the ramen she cooked for me, " So, um, ( Your name ), would you like to go to the library with me tomorrow? " I said, " Sure. " She said with a smile, 

It felt like we were starting over again. 

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