「One Last Time」

「 Chapter 8 | Rain 」

The words got stuck at your throat, you letted out an air from your mouth. Leaving you speechless at your view at Seokjin, the man you love. It was just as painful. You didn't expect him to do this to himself, the feeling hurts you. You then walked in, closing the door behind you, " Oppa, " you said, he didn't move. He heard the voice, thinking of so many things. " Seokjin, Oppa. " You repeated, he didn't look at you. He bit his lips, it started to gently bleed while he closed his eyes. The feeling of it didn't matter to him, he hated feelings. You then took a few steps towards him, " Jin. " you said, touching his shoulder. He looked at you, glaring at you. His eyes that used to have so many passions was now an ice wall, he was cold. His feelings for you was now gone, it was nothing now.

You still had your hand at his broad shoulder, " Oppa, please look at me. " you begged, " I don't fucking care, ( Your name )! " He said, standing up. He was terrifying, the old Seokjin was already gone, " Now, you're coming back for me? WHY ARE YOU PLAYING WITH ME?! DO YOU THINK I'M EASY TO PLAY WITH!? " He screamed, walking towards you then pinning you at the wall. " Why are you like this to…me. " He whispered, looking down. He was losing his mind, he was losing control. " Oppa, please. Give me one last chance. " You said softly, " One last chance? " He said, " Did you give me a one last chance? " he linked before letting you go, walking back, " Get. Out. " He said, " But, " You said, " GET. OUT. " He screamed this time, you then bit your lip then opened the door before walking out then you closed it. You had tears in your eyes, you were hopeless now. You kept quiet, walking out then walking home while sobbing. You hated yourself. It started to rain while you walked, could it get any worse? You then bit your lip while whimpering, you then sat at a bench. It was the same bench that Jin cried at, you then covered your face while crying. You knew people whispered, saying that you were just too emotional. So many things shot to your mind, you then looked up instead while you took in the tears. The rain fell with your tears, you felt like the nothing now. 

The feeling comforted you, the rain comforted you. You continued crying while looking up. Staring at the black clouds, the raindrops falling with your tears. You felt like a knife were stabbed at your heart, you guessed that he just paid back the feeling. You now felt what Seokjin felt when you screamed at him, now it got back to you. You then stood up, walking to your house. It felt like you wanted to throw your emotions away, the feelings for Seokjin. The feeling of loving him, maybe it was the same feeling when Seokjin still loved you. Thoughts rushed through your mind, you kept quiet while you bit your lip. 

Maybe the feeling would fade away?

You thought as you kept quiet, you then closed the door of your house then you walked to the bathroom. Taking a shower, so many things rushed through your mind. 

Maybe he just wasn't in the mood?

Maybe I could text him...?

After taking a shower, you wore a sweater and shorts. You then laid down on your bed, your eyes slightly swollen but you didn't mind at all. You then started to text Seokjin,

Hey, I hope you aren't too upset, oppa, but please, i'm sorry.

- You

You had slightly shaky hands while you sent it, you knew he wouldn't reply. But on the other hand, Yoongi was being too quiet. Jungkook started to knock at his door, " Hyung? It's time to eat~ " He said with a smile, Yoongi was always there to eat but now wasn't the time. He had a broken heart too, Seokjin was just too furious. Yoongi was laid down on his bed, he had a pillow covering his face, " Hyyyung!! Time to eeeaaat~~ " Jungkook repeated with a smile again, no response. " Hyung, I think Hyung-Yoongi has a problem, he's always here to eat but he isn't now. " Jungkook said to Hoseok, " Mwo? He isn't gonna eat? Jinjja? Then more for me! " Hoseok said with a cheeky smile, then Junkook slapped his shoulder, " Aishh! You should go in there! " Jungkook said, " But I'm gonna eat! " Hoseok whined, " Aniyo, go in there. " Jungkook said, Hoseok sighed then stood up. Waving at his food, which Taehyung laughed at Hoseok because of it, Hoseok then opened his hyung's door without hesitation. He only saw a lifeless Suga, " Hyung, " He said, Hoseok was nervous for a moment. Yoongi wasn't responding for a moment, " Hyung? " Hoseok said while he moved his hand to check his hyung, he putted his fingers at Yoongi's neck. He isn't breathing. Hoseok started to panic, " HYUNG!!! " He screamed, Seokjin heard then he opened the door. He had a bandage wrapped around his wounded fist while he ran to Yoongi's room, " MWO!? " He said while the others came too, " He's not breathing! " Hoseok said, Seokjin then called the hospital then it came. Seokjin was shocked, knowing that you broke up with Yoongi. There was again, he was to blaim you once again. 

While the ambulance came and took Yoongi, the others was inside the ambulance. You on the other hand heard an ambulance, you were shocked. You checked the window, you already noticed who it was. 

Min Yoongi.