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Tori

It's vacation time and my birthday is around the corner. Most girls will likely be happy to celebrate this year of their birthday. But I'm Toriola Badmus the ugly, helpless, worthless, pathetic girl who has no single friend to attend her sweet sixteen birthday party.

So please tell me what is my purpose on Earth
To be insulted everywhere I go
To be bullied in church and in school
To be lonely all the days of my life

Well if that's it , I don't think I want to go through that.
I hate the society
I hate those bullies
And mostly
I HATE MY LIFE

I didn't know where I was going, until I found myself in the kitchen
Then before I knew it a knife was in my hand

Woah.... how did that get there

Wait I'm I about to commit suicide

Yes you are, so please put the knife down. My subconscious said

Please put it down, I'm not ready to die. She continued

I didn't know why my hand was moving the knife down to my stomach
Slowly, steadily, carefully
But I didn't stop myself

Then it dropped down.
Why? Because I heard someone crying from upstairs .

I rushed upstairs

"Toni open this door." I banged the door

No response

"Toni you are scaring me, please open the door."

Still no response

"Toni I'm begging you please open this door."

No response, nothing

Click click

And the door opened and I rushed inside like my life depends on it.

The room was a mess, used tissues on the floor, clothes everywhere, broken vases littered everywhere.
I'm so useless as a person, a daughter and a sister.
How can my sister be in pain like this and all I thought of was killing myself
I'm so stupid

"Toni dear what happened to you." No response

"Toni I need you to talk to me." Still no response

I know Toni she opened the door, because she wanted to talk to me. I just have to do like I don't care and she will spill the words out.

"Well if you don't want to talk, I'm leaving." I stood up

"He, he broke up with me." She said as she wept bitterly

"Who."

"Banjo my boyfriend, he broke up with me."

Wait my Younger sister has a boyfriend

God  when?

"I did every fucking thing for him but he was never satisfied."

Boys

"Tell me Tori I'm I not beautiful."

"Yes you are."

Even more than me

Banjo is gonna pay for what he did to you.
For making you heartbroken