52. P.E. (PA)

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I hate P.E. and my judgemental classmates

I had to wear short shorts from 5th grade cheerleading since my black pants counted as grey and I would get zeros for every time I wore them

People said some bad things that I won't talk about until it gets to the story. It made me self conscious about everything for the rest of the day

To clear things up, I am NOT sexualizing Tommy. It is a vent about what happened to me

Also in this every girl has to be in lines of 4 then work out one at a time

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Tommy's point of view*

I hate this I hate this I hate this

I feel horrible and I still have an hour left of this class to go

After he runs across the court

I'm huffing but I'm fine

The three girls in another line with start talking when I turn around

The first girl said "Oh my God, he runs so weird. How does someone even run like that!?"

And then other one replied with "Yeah, and he looks like a thin twig. No wonder why he runs so slow"

And then a third one said "Nobody probably even wants to be friends with him"

It hurt and I started to panic

'I-I'm not that ugly...right? And I run perfectly fine! I'm not weird. I'm not ugly. I'm a big man!' I tried to convince myself that everything was fine but it was too late. I'm going down the rabbit hole again

Time skip to lunch

"TOMMY!"

I hear someone yell out which snapped me out of it

I looked over to then and it was Purpled

"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention" He rolled his eyes and said "I said to give me your pizza now"

I have a soft smile. That's the only reason I even get the school food

I don't know how he can love this disgusting food

I give him the pizza and then get up to throw my plate in the trash

'You look weird while walking.' No I don't

'They said you ran weird' it doesn't mean anything

'If you look weird running then you look weird walking' No I don't

'You're skinny and ugly. You'll never be someone successful no matter how hard you try' Shut up shut up shut u-

I suddenly throw up and quickly take of my mask

I mumble "I knew I shouldn't have eaten that cookie. It's right. I'm just a fucking fat ass"

I walk back to my friends and say "What happened?" "Well Tubbo got here after hearing his food up but then he saw a squirrel and chased it then Ranboo and Puffy ran after him and are trying to catch him right now"

"...That sounds like something Tubbo would do"

A/N If you want the actual image imagine Tubbo being 6 feet with blonde goldilocks looking hair while chasing a squirrel across the campus being chased by a 5'11 girl in a ponytail that is fast and a red head who is 5'6 following behind. It was a mess that day

I let my head fall on the table and then just go on my phone

Time skip to when he gets to the bus stop to get home

"I don't walk weird and even if I don't care" I repeatedly mumble as I walk to the car

'That doesn't mean nothing else looks weird. It could be your body shape or just your way of dressing like a slut.' I'm wearing pants now

'Slut' no

'Slut. Slut. Slut. Slut.' "ALYSSA!!!" Tubbo yelled from the car

It hurts

My chest hurts

I don't want to be alone anymore

Why can't I just die!?

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I have no idea why those girls brought up those things but I'm glad it happened to me and not anyone else

Also we are almost on 5K, I really appreciate it

I hope you have a great day or night, good bye!

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