The Dixon's Best Friend. [Daryl Dixon Fanfiction.]

A Confusing Outburst Of The Emotional Teenage Train Wreck, Athena Kerr.

a/n: my neck hurts.

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athena's p.o.v

I took moments, seconds, half of seconds for me to move from where I had my ear pressed against the wall to in through the door and straight towards Daryl.

I couldn't control what I was doing, it was my animal instincts, it wasn't me. My mind wasn't working. I wasn't telling myself what to do. It wasn't me.

But then again, it was my hand that slapped him straight across the face, it was my hands that pummelled his chest screaming incoherent words at him, it were my fingers that raked down his face as I shouted pointless jiberish at him, it was my body that Merle ripped from his little brother who lay craddeled on the ground.

"NO! NO!" I screamed struggling against Merle. "It's your fault too!" I roared squirming out of his grip and turning punching him in the face, he fell backwards clutching his now bleeding nose.

I keep a stone hard, straight face for a moment but then I felt the agony sweep over my knucles.

"Ooowee." I groaned gripping my hand and dropping to the ground, I burst into tears and sobbed against my throbbing knuckles.

"Thena'." I heard Daryl say.

"NO! SHUT UP! NO!" Was all I managed to half shout through the tears.

I was going to die, I was going to die. I was going to be killed. I was going to be murdered. All because of him. All because of him. All because of them. Because I was best friends with the Dixon brothers.

"Athena." Merle said softly. 

"NO!" I yanked my foot free of Merle's grasp and rose to my feet shoving Daryl back away from me.

"You." I started shaking lightly, I turned and pointed to Merle. "You!"

"Athena, don't say anything you'll regret!" Merle says the words slowly, hoping they'll sink in. "NO! NO! YOU ARE THE REASON I'M GOING TO DIE. THEY'LL KILL ME! BECAUSE OF YOU!" I turn back to Daryl and smack him again, he yells in pain and grabs his cheek.

"You deserve seven bajillion more!" I shout storming past Merle and out of the house.

"What? You beat me and then tell me I deserve seven bajillion and two smacks across the face!" Daryl roars following me out of the house.

I turn and glare at him, tears still falling.

"You came back! You kissed me! You fucked me! YOU ARE THE REASON I WILL DIE! IF YOU HAD JUST FUCKING STAYED AWAY FROM ME I MIGHT LIVE A  LITTLE LONGER BUT NOOO YOUR FUCKING HORMONES HAD TO GET IN THE WAY AND YOU CAME BACK! Daryl Dixon you are the reason I have seven days left on this planet!"

Merle runs up behind his brother, their men following. "Athena, we can sort this out!" He exclaims.

"No! NooOoo. I heard him, he said you couldn't find thing! HE SAID IT!" I stormed towards them again.

"You said it!" I pointed directly at Daryl, who's face was already bruiseing and had several cuts over it. "I HEARD YOU! YOU SAID I HAD SEVEN DAYS TO LIVE! YOU SAID THEY WOULD KILL ME! YOU SAID IT WAS TO HURT YOU! BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FIND THEM! YOU CAN'T FIND THE JEWELS! IT'S WHY YOU LEFT! FUCK YOU DARYL DIXON! AND FUCK YOU TOO MERLE!"

I can't help myself but to smack both of them - again.

Daryl stumbles backwards, as Merle swings to the side, both holding their jaws. "She can really pack a punch." Murmurs one of their men. I turn and glare at him, I go to attack him, needing something to take my anger out on but Merle suddenly grabs me around the waist, muttering the word 'No.' over and over again. He carries me away from the men and plants me back on the ground.

Daryl is still clutching his cheek.

"What?!" I snap at him.

"THAT FUCKING HURT!" He screeched raising the middle finger towards me.

"Oh grow a pair!" 

"I have a pair!" 

"Of course you do!" I answer sarcastically.

"YOU SAW THEM!" He roared back walking over to me and his brother.

"Maybe they were a tattoo!" I roared. Daryl stopped and starred at me.

"You're fucking insane." Merle nodded, his arms still around my waist.

"Better than being dead." I elbowed my way out of Merle's arms and walked towards Daryl. "Please don't hit me in the face again."

I shrugged to myself. "Fine." I raised my foot and landed the steel toe cap of my boot between his legs. The roar that left his lips, sent Merle into hysterics.

"You asked for it." I turned to Merle. "SHUT IT OR YOU'LL GET IT WORSE!" He chuckled plantly his hands on his hips.

"Like what sweet heart." I scowled and my eyes scanned the ground, I reached forward over Daryl, who had dropped to the ground holding his privates in agony. I picked up the large pinecone off of the ground and threw it directly at Merle's head, he dodged it barely.

"You'll get one of those up your ass!" Merle rolled his eyes at me.

I scowled again and turned on my heel marching towards the woods. 

"Where the hell are you going?" Daryl asked, pained etched into his voice. I turned to him as he slowly got to his feet, wincing at every move. I scowled again and walked back to him.

"PLEASE DON'T HIT ME!"

I didn't, I kissed him. Grabbing the back of his neck and tilting his head almost as soon as our lips met. It was soft, and yet vigorous, sweet and yet agressive. He bit my lip softly and slipped his tongue into my mouth. I didn't want this kiss to end. I didn't want my life to end. I didn't want to loose him again. 

I just wanted to stay locked in this moment forever. My lips interlocked with my best friends, as his brother smirked to himself, and their 'henchmen' watched confused. But oxygen was a nesscessary thing to survive and Daryl's lips didn't give me any.

I pulled away gasping slightly. Daryl smiled lightly and leaned his forehead against mine as my eyes closed for a brief second.

"Sorry." I whispered.

"I know. So am I." 

I pulled back starring at him. 

"I don't like you right now."

"Hence the fact you just kissed me." He tilted his head slightly.

"Exactly." I answered, he shook his head confused.

"Fuck you!" I turned to his brother. "Fuck you too!" 

I turned on my heel once more and marched towards the woods. "The hell are you going?" Merle called.

"I don't know, I don't care." I called back breaching the line of trees and walking onwards. I sighed and groaned.

"I just don't want to die." I whispered, breaking into tears again.

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i'm huuungryy. the rant of an emotional teeanger girl everybody:)