[MUS2] Taming In The Wild|✔

CHAPTER 33

Chapter 33

Raphael Pov

When I woke up the next morning, a thick blanket was wrapped around me, and even with the thick blanket, I knew that below I was naked. I feel so sticky and wet. My head is throbbing so badly. I got off the bed with my blurry sight. I rubbed my eyes, and that's when I saw a lot of used condoms on the floor. 

My body automatically sits back on the bed while eyeing the used condoms scattered on the floor. Fuck! What the hell did I do?  Napasapo ako sa ulo ko at saka na bumuhos sa akin ang nangyari. Parang mga malalaking patak ng ulan ang mga alala na bumuhos sa akin. What the hell did I do to Dareen? Did I really hurt him? Dammit! I cannot believe that I called him... Rhian. Why the hell did I call him by the name of my late wife? 

Nagulo ko ang buhok ko at napatingin sa kama ko. Wala doon si Dareen. Tumingin ako sa wallclock at alas nuebe na.I got up and started cleaning my room. And when I cleaned up my bed, there was a blood stain on the bedsheet. 

Napahasa ako sa bagang ko at natapon ko ang comforter na hawak ko sahig. Suot ang tanging boxer ay lumabas ako sa kwarto ko at bumaba.

"DAREEN!" I shouted as soon as I came down.

Dumiretso ako sa kwarto niya at walang katok kong binuksan ang pintuan. Nang makita kong walang tao sa kama at parang may biglang gumapang na malamig na hangin sa buong katawan ko. I casted my eyes from his bed and eyed on his closet. Napahilamos ako sa palad ko nang makita kong bukas iyon at wala nang laman. Wala na rin ang maleta niya doon sa ibabaw ng closet niya. I can't even find Snow.

"Fucking shit!" I murmured.

Umalis na talaga siya. Di na ako tuluyan pang pumasok doon sa kwarto niya at babalik na sana ako sa kwarto ko nang mahagip ng mata ko ang island counter sa formal kitchen. Instead of going to my room. Dumaan ako sa kusina at nakita ko doon ang isang tasa ng kape at may note pa iyon.

My hands were trembling as I picked up the note. 

'Maybe, it would be my last coffee for you, Rap. It's such a shame na malamig na ito kapag nakita mo. Kaya i-reheat mo na lang. I'm sorry Rap but I'm leaving. Thank you for everything. ILY<3'

Mapakla akong napatingin doon sa kape na ginawa ni Dareen. Napakuyom ang kamao ko at nalukot ko iyong note na iniwan ni Dareen para sa akin. I took the cup of coffee and, out of my frustration and anger, nabato ko ang tasa sa dingding at nagpipiraso iyon na nahulog sa sahig. The white and shiny wall was stained with coffee.

I'm not sure what was causing my hands to tremble so badly.I cannot decipher if it is because of anger, frustration, or the feeling of regret. 

Jesus Christ! It's not a dream that Dareen whispered to me, confessed to me. I thought it was only a dream that he said, I love you. Dammit! He loves me. He really does. My baby. 

"AAAHHHHHH. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I screamed and punched the island counter. "What the hell did I do, baby?" 

I turned my back on the counter and leant against it. Napaupo ako habang nakatingin doon sa basag na tasa at maruming dingding. Napakalas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. My chest moved up and down.

I fucking hurt him and he had enough with me. He could not withstand me either. I thought he could. But then what I did was beyond. I called him Rhian while I was taking him. I must have hurt his ego. I really fucked up, even if he didn't know that Rhian was my wife. What more, if he knows? Everything is messed up! Dammit, he really left. He really left me.