Unforgettable

Not Comfortable To Face

 I was focusing on this song while writing this chapter.

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    It was the time to ask James if he could be my boyfriend, the dynamic I was going to use to ask him was to write a letter. but with my changed handwriting. I just need trust and support so that would work the way I wanted, with the help of my friends I could get some ideas.

At the afternoon, I confessed it to my lord.

"Um... Nicole, the issue is that James has a girlfriend already, so there is no break for you to do that."

"Oh... I thought he was single as he told me."

"He ain't single."

"Urgh, I knew it. Every time I try to conquer someone, is either gay or taken. I made this change for him, so I could be attractive to him, but it didn't worked. It's because the other ladies are more beautiful and smarter than I am." I sniffed with tears on my eyes.

"Nicole, you are beautiful and smart also, but you need to find someone that it's suitable for you and that loves you for you, not for being someone else. He's now taken and you need to accept  that reality."

I closed my eyes so nobody could see them nor get worried either, my heart was broken in pieces and betrayed toughly. I walked towards Cynthia, Marie and Sophie so tey could give me some consolation.

"You sad Nicole?" Marie asked, holding my head and putting it on her side. I nodded yes and I started crying. "Hey, its okay, you don't need to cry."

"James may be happy with another person, but think of the awesome friendship he and you had so far." Cynthia told. "You borrowed his coat, you danced with him and he even payed you a Hershey. He can be happy with another body, but you can still be a friend of his. Think of that."

I stood up, as my lord accompanied me to the parking lot. I entered my house with tears on my eyes, my brother was the one noticing me crying and he approached me to see what was going on.

"Hey, everything okay?"

"My crush found out with another lady and fell in love with her, I just made myself this change for nothing."

I cried more, Santiago approached me with a hug, he caressed my back as my sobs heard even louder. "Everything is gonna be okay."

"I promise that from now on, I won't fall in love with any other guy in my entire life. If I cant't get what I want, then that's my decision."

Clyde P.O.V

I got out of the shop buying some roses for Nicole, I really wanted to be gentle to buy her a detail after that James broke her heart like she valued nothing. I always felt something for Nicole, but she always acted like I was a shadow. I definitely need to earn her love, but how?

Note: Sorry if the chapter got short, I literally was crying in the middle of the writing process. I think I'm gonna be okay, but its something that I need to fight.

And a special shout out to @SweetSassyAngel. Girl, thanks for the follow and continuation win the story. I got the idea of adding myself in your story as Marilyn because I loved your story, so this shout out is for you... and again, thanks. 😊