Unforgettable

Having Thoughts

Of course, another day of reunion. I could quickly feel I was stubborn by the way I acted and looked at James. There was also Lord Jazz, my nice conselour. She was helping me reflect so I couldn't explode with the BS around me.

"Hey, you wanna know that last night I had a dream about you?" She said.

I looked in disbelief. "You did?"

"Yes, last night I dreamed about you."

"Oh yeah? Well, it's great that I'm not forgotten."

"In my dream, I saw that you were Clyde's girlfriend, and I saw you very happy."

"Question, why are you dreaming insane fantasies that actually aren't going to happen?"

"Let's face it, Nicole. Clyde and you have the same qualities. He is shy as you are, he is calmed as you are and he is intelligent as you are. Love is not alway because of the appearance the man has." 

"Bad luck for you, cause Clyde and I don't have the same fucking qualities!"

Lord Jazz glared at me. "Amen Nicole!"

I stood up. "What I'm trying to say is that Clyde can be like me in qualities, but he could be another jerkwhen it comes to love. I don't want my heart to be broken like it is already."

"Trust me, he won't break your heart, you just need to give him an opportunity to conquer your heart."

"It's not gonna be that easy, Lord Jazz. I don't love Clyde  and that's something that needs to be understandable."

Lord Jazz kept with the glare, but this time she turned it into a serious one. "I'm trying to choose someone that can make you happy, but I guess I'm wrong in making decisions for you. Go reflect your mind Nicole."

I left to walk around, it was the second time that I heard someone say I needed to be with Clyde, but I didn't wanted to. Clyde only messed with me and pretended to be kind with others when he only worried about himself. I had in my mind the man I was going to choose to conquer my heart, all I needed was respect...

Clyde P.O.V: I got away from the men's restroom, seeing Juhn hanging out with James and Coral. I was having the premonition that Juhn didn't tolerated his sister, so I approached him angry.

"Juhn, we need to talk." I said as James and Coral walked away.

"I'll catch you later guys." Juhn said, looking at me with a mad face. "It's the first and last time you interrupt me in my issues!"

"How dare you? You're hanging out with the ones that teared up your sister."

"Nicole knows I'm hanging out with them, so do me a favor and stop bothering us all."

"Juhn!" A sweet voice heard from far away, it was Nicole. "Hey, can we talk bro?"

"Of course we can talk." Juhn replied.

"First we need to talk Nicole." I begged.

"I have nothing to say to you!" She said, as I put my head down and continued my road.

Juhn P.O.V: I saw my sister nervous and with her hands shaking, of course, she had something to confess.

"Everything okay Nikki?"

"I was really having thoughts of how my life with a man could be." She explained. "Is that... I had a very great experience with someone that cheered me up the last couple of days."

"If it's about Clyde, I won't allow you to have a relationship with him."

"No, it's not Clyde, it's about someone else."

"What is his name again?"

"His name is Luis,  you might know him as Damian Priest."

I gasped, my sister with Damian? It was unbelievable, but at the same time it was incredible, I had a true respect and admiration towards that man, someone multiple times better than Clyde! OMFG!

"Wow Nicole!" I reacted. "You make me the happiest person in our family!"

"Actually, we're not inside a relationship yet. The thing I need is an advise from you, my cute middle brother."

"Why won't you beg advises from Jazz?"

"Lord Jazz only agrees on me being with Clyde, and you know  exactly that I don't want anything with him."

I looked at my sister. "If you ever want to conquer Damiano's heart, let him conquer yours first. Have the oppportunity to bring him home one day so I can meet him first and consider him as a member of ouf family."

She hugged me as she left, it was a wonder seeing her face smile again.

NOTE: Here is chapter five after a long time of wait. 

Let's give all a birthday shout out to @jayneclaire23 on her birthday tomorrow!!!

Now that tomorrow also marks a month of my heart break, last night I dreamed about my ex-crush being with me, I don't know how it happened, but it did.