I wanna be yours ( Callie Torres x reader)

I'm sorry

Y/n's POV

-after work that day-

When I got home, I stared to get ready right away for my date with Arizona. I put on my favorite playlist on Spotify just to vibe to. I started off first taking a shower because after my last surgery I smell like blood and dead flesh and trust me it's not a sexy smell to wear to a first date. This isn't really going to be a date anymore once I let her down.

I spent 30 minutes showering off the reeking smell of surgery off of me and washing my dark curly hair, before stepping out the shower. I grab me a warm fluffy towel from my towel warmer beside my shower. After I wrapped my towel around me. I grab my microfiber hair towel, to quick dry my hair.

I usually let my hair air dry but since I don't want to be late, I'm just going to wrap it up and ring out the water this way. With my towel still wrapped around me I go to my closet and pull out my usual date dress. You know just a simple black dress that isn't too sexy or too elegant. But just enough to wear.

I slip on some decent lingerie, I know it's just a first date, but I want to look and feel my best. I'm not even planning to go that far with Arizona anyways. After I zipped up my dress, I took a long look in the mirror at myself. Damn I look so good even though I'm just in a dress for right now.

I moved on doing my makeup, but lightly. Just the simple makeup not too much; just to top it off I added some lipliner and clear lip-gloss. After my makeup I put on some simple gold jewelry.

Now it's time for my hair. I just run my usual products in my hair along with gel because and defuse it. I'm wearing it naturally down for tonight.

Now I'm finally ready. I grab my heels out my closet strapping them on and spraying my favorite perfume. I take another look at myself in the mirror before heading out to my car leaving. After I lock up my apartment I went downstairs to my car.

I was supposed to meet Arizona at the restaurant, but I can't do it. During my drive I started to drive to her house. I couldn't go through with this date with Arizona. Sure, I like Arizona, but not in the way I like Callie. The thing is my feelings are stronger for Callie than Arizona.

As I pull up to Arizona's house, I feel so guilty. Like what kind of person just cancels a date on the stop but it's the right thing to do before anyone gets hurt while trying to protect other people's feelings. Plus, how is Callie going to feel if she hears that I'm going on a date with her soon to be ex-wife! Literally her fucking ex-wife. I don't even know what I've been thinking lately but it needs to stop.

After getting balls to go up to Arizona's door and telling her how I feel, I got out my car and started walking up to her door. I stand there for a good five minutes before knocking on her door. "Coming" I hear Arizona say as I see her figure coming closer to the door.

When she opens the door, I can't help but look guilty, she looks stunning. "I'm sorry" is all I can get out. "Sorry about what Y/n?" Arizona questions me. "Can I come in and explain" I say wanting to talk to her. She nods her head letting me in her nice home.

"Y/n what's this all about" Arizona questions while she walks both of us to her living room. I decided to sit down on her couch, and she does the same. It gets quiet for some time until I work up the courage to tell her what I need to say " I can't go on this date with you" I say simply avoiding eye contact with Arizona. "Y/n look at me" she says and I'm still looking down like a child who just got caught doing something bad. "Y/n I said look at me" she says sterner, and I look up meeting her eyes.

"What is going on with you and why can't you go on this date with me tonight. I'm not mad, I'm just confused. What's your reason why you can't?" She asked in a gentler tone. "It's Callie, Arizona. I can't go in this date with you because of Callie" I say still looking up at her. "Why is this about Callie. Did she say something to you or is that you found out that I cheated on her another woman and we're still legally married. Tell me which one?" She says listing all the reasons.