PHYSIOTHERAPIST [B.C.] ~ ©️

20. Morning with him

"Can I now?" he asked, and I let him in the bathroom lying down on my bed

We're not doing anything before you become my girlfriend, but we needed to just kiss, boys are kissing girls they see first and last time in their lives and we have feelings for each other, both of us knowing that and we can't kiss.

I was lying on bed waiting for him still confused by his behaviour.

"hey" he whispered as he walked out of bedroom in his tracksuit only

"Um, hey" I said and looked up at his eyes "Um...um...here" I mumbled totally confused as I rolled on the other side of bed

"Are you okay?" he asked lying down

"Um, yeah" I said and lightly smiled

"If you're not comfortable with this I can sleep on the floor or couch.... or I can just leave" he said, and I shook my head

"No, no, I'm just.... I'm still confused by what you said earlier" I said

"What?" he asked

"we're not doing anything before you become my girlfriend" I quote him

"Yes, and?" he asked

"Why is so wrong if we kiss if we have feelings for each other?" I asked

I never imagined myself begging someone for kiss, but I'm 23 and I'm so ready for my first kiss. I always wanted it to be with right person and I think he is my right person.

"Because I want it to be special just like are you" he said cupping my face

"what's definition of your special?" I asked

"You will find out, few more dates and you will be able to do with me whatever you will want" he said smiling still cupping my face

"let's go sleep, it's almost 3am" he said kissing my forehead and lying beside me

"goodnight" I said looking at him

"goodnight" he whispered smiling as I closed my eyes

••••••••

"Els, I think Ben forgot his shoes" I heard Sophia knocking on my bedroom door laughing

I wanted to roll on other side of bed, but I hit someone's body. I opened my eyes and saw Ben peacefully sleeping as one of his arms was wrapped over my stomach as he was sleeping on his hip.

I couldn't help but put my fingers into his hair playing with it while he was still asleep. He mumbled something pulling me closer to him, so my chin was upon the top of his head.

"ELA" Sophia shouted

"What?" I asked trying not to wake Ben up

"Ben stayed?" she asked

"y-nooo" I said

"I hope you used protections" I heard Mason as they both laughed, hopefully they walk away from my bedroom as I just ignored what Mason said

"Ben" I whispered stroking his cheek "Ben" I whispered once again and then he slowly opened his eyes

Damn, what did I do to deserve waking up beside asleep Ben and then see those beautiful eyes opening while he is still half asleep?

"Good morning" he whispered looking at me

"Good morning" I said "they got us" I added

"Who? What?" he asked

"Sophia and Mason, they woke up before you" I said, and he just shrugged

"okay" he said and hugged me

"Seriously?" I asked looking up at him

"What?" he asked

"You don't care that they know we slept in the same bed?" I asked

"We weren't doing anything" he said

"Yeah, right, but still" I mumbled

"Look, look, lovebirds decided to join us" Sophia said smiling but I hit her shoulder when I walked past her to the kitchen

"You can't tell me that you're just friends after this" she said as I was taking water for myself and tonic for Ben

"here" I said giving him a glass

"thanks" he mumbled

"Spill the tea" Mason said

"What?" I asked taking a sip of my water and sitting next to Ben

"What is happening between you two?" he asked

"nothing" I said

"Who are you trying to deceive?" Sophia said

"we're not blind and we feel it" Mason said pointing to Ben and me

"Nothing is happening, we're just friends that's all" Ben said

"you're so stubborn but I tell you, if not yet but something will happen between you two, sooner or later" Sophia said and they gave up letting us have a breakfast in peace

FOUR DAYS LATER

It past four days since Ben spent the night in Sophia's and mine apartment sleeping in my bed. After that, nothing special happened, we're normally talking, not seeing each other much because he is focused on his trainings because of tomorrow's match.

As day went by, I was sitting in my room looking at news about jobs I can apply for. I already applied for three jobs right away after I got diploma but it past almost three weeks since that and I still didn't get any answer.

"ugh" I sighed leaning against the back of my chair

I immediately jumped as I heard my mail rang. Seeing from who mail was, my eyes wide opened. I didn't even apply for job there, but they are asking me to work for them.