PHYSIOTHERAPIST [B.C.] ~ ©️

60. Justice

After couple of moments of an amazing intro of concert Justin came on the stage singing Somebody. Honestly, I thought it would be some other song, but it didn't that matter what song is the first one.

Every time I look at you, I'm lookin' at a star
It's the way you light up every room just being who you are
Didn't know I needed nothing, 'til I needed you

But before I met you, I never believed in magic
But you stole my heart before anyone knew you had it
I know that you know
What we got; it doesn't come easy

Ben and I were sitting on our chairs in the lounge of arena, Ben's hand on my knee. This time I didn't want to hold myself from singing, it was the concert of my favourite artist and I wanted to be the happiest person alive today. As the song was getting closer to the end, I looked at Ben who was focused on the stage as his lips was lightly moving giving me sign that he was singing to himself. I leaned closer to his cheek leaving kiss on it and then he looked at me kissing my cheek. The third song, one of my favourite songs from Justice album.

When I'm in my thoughts sometimes
It's hard to believe
I'm the person you think I am
The person that you tell me you love
I'm on my ten thousandth life
Nine thousand nine hundred nine and it slipped my hands
But this the one I'm not giving up
Night after night you fall asleep on me
I'm praying that I don't go back to who I was

I feel like
I don't deserve you tonight
It's in the way that you hold me
I don't deserve you tonight
It's in the things that you show me
I need you, don't let me go
Need you, don't let me go, I feel like

I don't deserve you tonight
I can tend to hold things back
I need you more than I let you believe I do
Cause you could think it might be too much, oh yeah
I don't want to be my past

He knew what part of song is coming and he put his hand on my cheek leaning in and kissing me just as Justin sang

Oh, when we kiss, I'm alive and I feel brand new
There's nothing that I want more than us

The whole song I didn't looked away from him and he didn't look away from me. There is a lot of, if not all the songs by Justin that I can see myself in the situation he sings about, and this concert would probably help me to tell Ben some things that I can't put into classic words. As I am, the song from Justice that I was screaming out while singing it when I was lived alone, now when I'm living with Ben, I scream in myself.

You were there for me when I was acting selfish
And you prayed for me when I was out of faith
You believed in me when ain't nobody else did

It's a miracle you didn't run away
Sometimes, I don't know why you love me
Sometimes, I don't know why you care
Take me, with the good and the ugly
Say

"I'm not going anywhere" I whispered to him as he just grabbed on my thigh even harder

My butt was already hurting, and I needed to stand up every few songs, but I couldn't stand for a long time because I was in heels, of course. I stood up as Ben stayed sitting but soon enough, I felt his strong arms around my waist as he was resting his chin on my shoulder whispering lyrics of song in my ear.

Maybe I stare too much, maybe not long enough
Funny how I forget to blink
When you let down your hair, dancin' like no one's there
I know I'm where I'm supposed to be
Say, "I love you" under my breath

More times than you can digest
Music every time I hear your name, oh
Your head's layin' right on my chest
Sun's up, but I still ain't got no rest

Don't wanna close my eyes, I'm scared I'll miss too much
Don't wanna fall asleep, I'd rather fall in love
When I can't feel you, I feel out of touch
Two seconds without you's like two months

And the last song, my second favourite song from this album

Dance with me under the diamonds
See me like breath in the cold
Sleep with me here in the silence
Come kiss me, silver and gold
You say that I won't lose you
But you can't predict the future

So, just hold on like you will never let go
Yeah, if you ever move on without me
I need to make sure you know that
You are the only one I'll ever love
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone

Looking back on my life
You're the only good I've ever done
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone
Not anyone

And that was the moment we shared our most passionate kiss as Justin was singing song in our background.

"I'm so tired" I said as we finally entered car and I immediately took my heels of

"If you will supposed to sleep the whole night then take a nap" he said kissing my cheek