Hate or love

9

Monday, March 15

Lando Norris

-I took her to a party, --I just told Mom on the phone.

-Where did you take her? Lando should take care of her ,as she is alone in this country. She only knows you, --Mom said

-No not at all . She's with Daniel.

Yes, it hurt to say that. Well, I think it's important to know that I'm just a friend to Kate. No matter how interesting and interesting this whole situation is, I will never be more than a friend.

-I'm sorry, son, but are you okay then?

-Yes, we used to talk again! ,-- I said

-But I'm glad of that. But I gotta go now! I have to help Cisca.

-Mom, are you going here for my race?

But she hadn't heard that because she hung up the phone

It's a shitty thing to be alone. Feeling very shitty

From my negative thoughts, Kate's smile and laughter jerked as she walked down the hall. I was waiting for the elevator and she was on his way to the elevator. Her smile lit up for a few moments until I spoke

-Hi Kate, --I said and tried to put a little smile on my face

-Lando! What are you doing here? It's 10 o'clock, shouldn't you be training?

-I don't have a workout today,-- I said and bowed my head.

-Is something wrong? ,-- Kate came closer to me and grabbed my shoulders. I could smell the perfume on her and something moved in my stomach.--
you can tell me what's wrong, tell me!

Kate forced everything. She was a maximalist and perhaps her biggest mistake

-Mom and Dad aren't coming to my race. Not at all. I can only meet them in Belgium at the earliest

Kate hugged me and I hugged her. It was a good feeling.

-I'm sorry, but don't worry. Everything will be fine

-Of course, one day for sure.

-But now where are you going anyway? --Kate asked

-I don't know, I have no idea

-I have it, come on. --With that, she took my hand and pulled me with her. We headed to the wellness area of ​​the hotel

By the time I remembered it, Kate and I were waiting for our massage. Why am I with this girl?

Kate sat in a robe and so did I.

-Ms. Kate? , Mr Norris!
You're next--said the lady exiting the door.said the lady exiting the door.

Kate looked at me and we went

-Take off your robes!-- said the lady.

When Kate took it off I saw her beautiful body and I had to swallow a big one and didn’t mind how beautiful it was.
I've never seen such a beautiful girl before.

I went to bed and the massage started

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-It was very good ! , --I told Kate!-- I'm so glad you brought me here

-I'm happy too. It was a good morning.

-Would you like to have lunch ? ,-- I asked confidently

-Definitely!

- Alright, See you in half an hour! Get ready!

I went into the room and went to take a shower. I stood under the warm water for 10 minutes because I didn’t know what was happening to me. Kate's smile changes me. I'm a different person when she's with me. I'm more sensitive ...

I later got dressed and sat down on the bed. I searched the Instagram and saw she following Daniel. Daniel followed her too. I know their relationship isn’t public yet, but even then. I didn't want to lose her. It was a very salivary text for good now. Stop Lando. Texts like this have crawled through my head.

To divert my thoughts, I started looking at other girls ’pages. My manhood moved. My stomach shook. They knocked. It was Kate.

I took a deep breath. One last look in the mirror and I’ve already left.
As soon as I saw the girl, my stomach tightened even more. She was so beautiful. Her hair was still wet, making it even more curly.

-I'm ready, --she said with a mischievous smile

-I, too, come on, --I told her and we walked to a restaurant near the hotel.

We looked at the menu and we managed to choose a delicious dish to eat. While we waited we started talking.

-Well, Lando, I think we've changed a lot since we met in January, --Kate began.--
I know I was a jerk too. I'm sorry

-I was too, and I know I have changed. I had quite a few problems. In fact, a lot

I didn’t even think at the time what it would be like to share these problems with someone else. But she was Kate. Kate who has known me since I was a kid.

-Why Lando, what's wrong?

Kate's hand was on my face now and then it slid down my hand. It was a good feeling.

-You know ... I've never told anyone about this.

Her face grew even more curious. I could see in her that he was worried.

-Well, I think I'm mentally weak ...

...It started last year. All. I wouldn’t have thought it would be that hard then. I fell into a minor depression during the winter break. And now I start to get out of this. I lost weight and lost a lot of muscle. I lied to John when he asked what happened. The other guys usually gain weight during the winter break. Well, I just lost...
Then I looked it up on the net and wrote that I was sick.

-No, Lando. You are not that !!!

-But I am! Mentally weak. My mental health is in ruins! And now the season will begin ....

My voice was probably desperate.

-Lando, listen to me, please ...

But the waiter confused us ....

-Well, who can I give crabs and caviar to?

-The lady asked, --I said.

The waiter put the food on the table and went on

BTW. She probably forgot what she wanted to say. My negative thoughts were starting to take the place of my brain

-So listen to me! I want to say that you are not weak. You are the strongest boy I have ever met. Well, Danny is strong enough. But don't give up! Talk to a professional!
It's not a shame to ask for help !!!

-All right, --I got the food. --That's enough of that
Thanks Kate. I trust you!

-I'm in you too, Lando.!!

With that, Kate photographed the food and handed she posted on her IG history. Of course I'm not in the picture.

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Hey guys!

Today's part has become a bit emotional. I hope you do not mind. Know this book I want to build on two important things!

Lando was still a fun, funny boy in early 2021. I loved his streams. I loved it when he was live. Then after the summer, everything changed.

The two pillars of my book are the importance of mental health and Lando’s change.

I know he talked a lot about mental health too, but I think it’s important too.

Thanks for reading