Hate or love

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Wednesday, April 14

Kate Morton

I had a calm breakfast when I heard a loud hum. It was Daniel who came to our house
Mom also stood up from the table with interest.

-Calm down Kate, he's your boyfriend and calmer you can introduce him to mom,-- I said to myself

-Daniel I'm so glad to meet you, --Mom said and took the boy's hand

-Well, I'm so glad to meet my girlfriend's mom too.

-Hi Danny,-- I threw myself in his arms

-Hi my love,-- Daniel hugged me and put a little kiss on my face

-Are you ready to go to Italy?

-Yes, I can't wait to see you race again, --I said I'll take out my suitcase and say goodbye to my mother and then Daniel and I left

We sang in the car and raised the usual topics. But we also drove Lando out today ...

-... Why did he spend time with you?-- Danny asked strangely

-Because he was bored and we ended up cooking dinner together.

I saw how jealous Danny was and I didn’t want he to be. Lando is just a friend and of course there's the Peter case, which can't go wrong. If I have a relationship with Lando, he'll tell Lando everything ... And it can't happen!
I don’t want he to know how scrapped my family is and I don’t want he to think badly of me when we finally reconcile. Now, however, I feel compelled to be with Daniel...My thoughts are killing ...

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We arrived at the airport and although it was cold enough I only brought a small canvas coat. I also saw Land at the airport and went straight to him, why not?
He was in a black hoodie and had the inscription QUADRANT on it

-You sponsor yourself, --thank him,-- otherwise I really like your hoodie

-Hi Kate! , it's not just a hoodie. I’m trying to make my own channel famous, --Lando said, and we shook hands

-Well I think this new Youtube channel is going to be really cool. I can't wait for your next video

-Does that mean you're looking at my side?-- ”Lando mysteriously asked

-Well, so ... yes, why not watch it?

-Good to know, let's get on the plane!

On the plane, of course, I sat next to Danny, who jokingly explained everything about the other pilots. After all, I already knew them, but he showed me new pages. Then Daniel fell asleep and there was silence on the plane. Lando stared at his phone. I think he looked at babes on Instagram as he always does that, and then I closed my eyes too. I have never told my mother that I ever loved Lando Norris. She may not even know that I have hidden feelings that I can't identify with and no matter how hard I try to overcome them, I can't do it..

..As much as I struggle with my own demons not going, they are much stronger. And my desire for Lando is getting stronger every day and is not slowing down. If it weren't for Peter, I might already be with Lando and live happily ever after. But life is not that simple ... I opened my eyes and Lando and my gaze suddenly met. I saw something else in his eyes, but then
he caught his eye. What does Lando think? He is 21 years old and hasn't had a girlfriend yet ... Is he like good with girls?

Daniel's head was on my shoulder and I kissed his forehead. He slept so sweetly. He cared about me. Maybe that's why I'm just with him

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