Hitting Reset Season 3: Family Life Part 1

Chapter 109

Gabby's POV: As I came back to the bedroom after bringing our plate to the kitchen, I smiled when I saw Matt laying down in bed. God, he looks so comfortable right now. Now, time to make him feel even more comfortable with me on his chest. Walking up to our bed, I smiled at Matt when he saw me. "You ready to come lay down on my chest?" I nodded when Matt asked me that and just smiled at him. "Yes, yes I am." Matt agreed with me when I said that and just smiled at me. Going to take off my robe, I smirked and then came to lay down in bed with him. "Sexy."

I laughed and smiled when Matt said that, already knowing exactly what he meant. He always loved it when I wasn't wearing a bra and cuddling up to him in bed. Well technically, we both love it. We are always so comfortable when we are in each other's arms in bed. But me not wearing a bra is just a bonus for him. The truth is that it's a great relief when I am not wearing a bra...especially when I am still pumping and breastfeeding the boys. It makes my breasts hard. And of course, that just turns Matt on even more. I mean, what husband doesn't love that feeling?

Going to put his hand on my back the second I laid down on his chest, Matt rubbed it for a minute before going to tug the covers up to my waist. As much as I loved doing this with Matt, it also made me cold. "What are we watching on TV?" Matt shrugged when I asked him that. "I thought we could just listen to music and start shopping for the girls." I laughed and smiled when he said that. "We are sure that we are having girls right?" Matt nodded when I asked him that. "Yes, I am absolutely positive." I agreed with him and nodded as he held me close.

"Why, do you think otherwise?" I shrugged when Matt asked me that. "I want to have girls...but I am nervous to buy stuff just to have to give it away. I don't want to get too far ahead of ourselves and just have my head broken." Matt agreed with me when I told him that. He must've understood because he started to give me comfort right away. Running his hand up and own my back as I cuddled up to him more, I heard Matt move to whisper in my ear. "Gabby, are you just scared of it not being girls...or are you scared of something else? Tell me the truth."

I sighed when Matt asked me that. "Matt, what do you want me to tell you? Am I scared that we might miscarry? Of course I am. It's always a possibility. But, I just don't know if I want to know the genders. Last time I miscarried a girl...it was hard on me. It was so hard that I put our marriage at risk by extending." Matt agreed with me when I said that. Going to rub my back, Matt looked down at me and just smiled. "Hey, take a breath for me and remember that we are in this together. Gabby, you can always lean on me." I smiled and agreed with him when he said that.

"And you have no idea how much that truly means to me." Matt nodded and agreed with me when I said that. "Well, I am always going to be here for you...regardless of whether you want me here or not." I laughed and agreed with Matt when he told me that. "Trust me when I say this babe, I am always going to want you here." Matt nodded and smiled when I told him that. "Good, because I do not plan on going anywhere." I just smiled and agreed with Matt when he said that, cuddling up to him even more when he grabbed the back of my head and then kissed my forehead.

"God, why must you do that?" Matt looked down at me when I asked him that. "Do what?" I smiled and just looked at him. "Please me by kissing my forehead?" Matt smiled when I asked him that. "I do it because I know that you love it." I nodded and smiled when Matt told me that. "I love you too." I just smiled and agreed with Matt when he told me that. "God, you are such a tease and now, you got my hormones going again." Matt laughed when I told him that and just nodded. "Oh babe, I am sure that you did that all by yourself." I agreed with him, nodding.

"Yeah, probably." Matt smiled when I told him that and just wrapped his arm around me nice and tight. "God, I am so glad that we are getting this time together. I have missed you." I agreed with him when he told me that. "I've missed you too." Matt agreed with me when I told him that before going to kiss my forehead. "I hope you know that I still plan on making you my priority right babe? I don't mean to always work so much." I nodded and agreed with him when he told me that. "Hey, of course I know that Matt." Matt smiled and agreed with me when I said that.

"I just hope that you know that too. I want to be here as much as I can...but then I also want to work at the firehouse." I nodded and agreed with Matt when he told me that. "Well, you just need to remember that our priorities in life is family first." Matt smiled and agreed with me when I told him that. "Yes, yes they are. I swear, those boys of ours are really growing up in front of our eyes." I laughed and smiled when he said that, going to kiss his chest softly as I held him close. "Yeah, they are becoming so cute and so hard to say no to." Matt laughed, agreeing with me.

"I am scared that our daughters are going to be the same way." I agreed with him when he said that and just smiled at the thought of our girls. "I really hope that these little ones are girls." Matt smiled and agreed with me when I said that. "If our dreams come true, that is exactly what they are going to be." I nodded and smiled when he said that. "I hope they are at least. I want girls so bad." Matt just took a breath and then went to go grab the back of my head again. "You want to do that blood test again?" I smiled and agreed with him. "It's hard with twins though."

Matt nodded and agreed with me when I said that, knowing that was the truth. "Yeah, you're right." I just smiled when he said that before going to kiss his chest. "We'll find out soon. We are getting further along...that means that we are getting closer to that scan every single day." Matt nodded and smiled when I told him that. "It's so close...yet it feels so far away." I agreed with him when he said that. "But the anticipation is worth the wait right?" Matt nodded when I asked him that. "Hey, of course it is. There is going to be nothing like me learning it's two girls for me to spoil just as much as their beautiful mother."

I laughed and agreed with him when he said that. "You aren't getting any more Matt." Matt agreed with me when I told him that and just smiled as he scratched my back. "I know Gabby, believe me that I already know that." I agreed with him and just smiled when he said that. "I'm just glad that we are taking this time together right now...it's long overdue." I nodded and agreed with Gabby when she told me that. "Every month, we need to take a weekend without the boys." I smiled when Matt said that because I love that idea. "And the girls someday."

Matt agreed with me when I told her that. "And every time that there's a chief event...you need to come with me and we can have a quick getaway together." I smiled and agreed with Matt when he said that because I loved the idea of us getting away on a regular basis. It was exactly what we both needed...not just now but all the time. We needed it both as a couple and as parents. I mean, don't get me wrong...I love the boys but, this time alone with Matt is something that I have missed. "Maybe I can start doing shifts alone with you, no boys." Matt smiled.

"Maybe. Like if you are really tired and just need to get away from the boys, they can go to your mom's place and you can come to shift. You can take that time to relax." I agreed with him when he said that because I loved that idea. It was exactly what I was thinking too. "That sounds great actually. Heck, just spending some time with Stella sounds great." Matt agreed with me when I told him that. "How far along is she anyways?" Thinking about it, I went to calculate. "I think she's 22 weeks along. She's due August 3rd." Matt agreed with me when I told him that.

"And then we're due 3 months after that." I agreed with him and just laughed because that was true. "God, only 7 months until we have 4 kids." Matt nodded and agreed with me when I told him that. "Yeah. But I am excited for that. It sounds perfect." I agreed with him and just smiled when he said that. Going to grab the back of my head again, Matt went to kiss my forehead and just smiled as he lifted up the back of my head. Turning it, he went to kiss me and smiled as he took it slow with me. "God, I love you so much." I smiled and agreed with him when he said that.

"You just love telling me that now don't you babe?" Matt nodded when I asked him that and just smiled at me. "Yes, yes I do." I smiled when he said that before going to take it nice and slow with him. "No sex, just kissing for now okay?" Matt agreed with me when I said that. "Later, we can order supper. I don't want to move from here for a couple days. We have this time alone and I want to just hold you on my chest." I smiled and agreed with him when he told me that because that sounded great. "I love that idea and I can agree to that right away."

Matt smiled and agreed with me when I said that, moving his hand to my neck so that he can kiss me again. Taking it slow with me, I could tell that Matt was really glad that we were getting all of this alone time together. "I love you." I smiled and agreed with him when he said that. "I love you too. Now, just take a breath and keep kissing me please." Matt laughed and agreed with me when I told him that, doing exactly as he was told to do in order to give me some pleasure.

NOTE TO READERS: I am going to be writing a Linstead romantic date night for a bit so, please be patient if you prefer to read Dawsey, I will come back to them soon.