06.02.22
22:03I wake and walk the dog; turn my face upward and bathe in peach sunrise. my neck, stiff like a roll of nickels. body takes in every moment like a hammer to my xylophone spine. I know I'm sick, I'm sleeping so well. I remember every dream. in one, my mother hands me a letter, promising an apology. I open it and she writes how sorry she is for never recycling. in another, I shake a shampoo bottle and a small city falls out; silver traffic stops and a Thanksgiving parade marching across my palm, high school trumpeters and buoyant off-brand Snoopy. I'll feel better soon. I'll take my time; curl up all afternoon between a few pages, lose myself under the covers when a migraine plays Twister behind my eyes. something about this feels so lonely. my arms lay open in my sleep, waiting to hook around something they can hold. I know, it'll pass soon enough. I'll throw open the windows once the fever eases. the world will be so loud again. I'll notice the loneliness less.
/// got a speech thing tomorrow that i am not looking forward to. here's to me not hopefully screwing it up, cheers.
YOU ARE READING
words don't come that easy.
PoetryI've tried. but i've always failed to contain these thousand words in a few sentences, maybe im bad at expressing macro feelings in the few words that I'm limited to. you might think you know me enough because it's been a long time since i first wav...