09.03.22
20:15
hi! you've reached colton. sorry, i can't come to the phone right now. i'm drowning a corpse in acid, and dowsing my house in gasoline because there's a peculiar scent of reminiscence and nostalgia makes me nauseous but you didn't need to know that, just like i didn't need to sign my name on every single page of my ex's history but she had to go and erase her part and i'm still holding the remains of what once was ours. but hey, you've reached me in the same way i've reached the sign board that says, "congratulations! you've healed", which means you can take comfort in the fact that eventually, some part of you will find me and i can let myself sleep thinking, eventually, some part of me will find peace. i'm supposed to ask you to leave a message that's one thing you already know. so, leave a message leave. everyone does, anyway. i don't think i can wait around for that anymore, so let me leave you a message to say, i'm going, too.
YOU ARE READING
words don't come that easy.
PoetryI've tried. but i've always failed to contain these thousand words in a few sentences, maybe im bad at expressing macro feelings in the few words that I'm limited to. you might think you know me enough because it's been a long time since i first wav...
