mafia's badass daughter

Chapter 29

T.W- mention of rape and abuse

EMMAS POV

7:30pm

that video just reminded me even if I'm happy for a minute it will all go away soon...
I don't ever want to feel that pain again.

so don't? What? Don't feel that pain again. how?
do what you do best, push people away so if they get hurt you won't care

I keep trying to fighting with my own thoughts but how long is that going to last? seeing that video has changed something

I wipe the tears running down my face and I get up to go get a drink cause I'm dehydrated from crying so much

I walk into the kitchen and everyone was there and they all were talking and laughing until I stepped in, they all went silent

why does that hurt? I shouldn't care right?
I make myself to the sink and I get a glass of water

I turn to see everyone looking at me "what?" I ask
"you okay?" my grandad says getting up from his seat and making his way towards me

if only he knew... why am I getting angry?

if my dad and him tried to find me when my mum ran away with me I wouldn't be this hurt.
they should of tried. I mean there in the fucking mafia for god sake and they couldn't even find there own blood

"I'm fine" I say annoyed "you sure?" my dad interfered I look at them both in disgust
I look around and see Ellis in Ella's arms

I walk up to her and got ellis off her nicely she's not the one I'm mad at she didn't abandon me
I then walk off with ellis to my room

I put ellis in his room and put him to bed and I went to my room, I open my door to see my dad on my bed looking sad

"What do you want now?" I say closing my door "what's on your mind?" he asks patting the bed next to him telling me to sit down

"You want to know what I'm thinking huh?" I say shocked "I'm thinking how the fuck can a powerful mafia not find his wife and daughter? Huh? the fact that your own daughter had to go through fucking abuse and rape just because you couldn't fucking find her!" I shout at him and he was sat there in silence with tears in his eyes

"if you found me mum wouldn't of met Darren..." I mutter but he heard "I could of grown up in a beautiful home where I felt safe and where my brothers would play in the garden with me, or to go to family meals with the people I know would never ever hurt me..." I say with tears down my face as I try to take a breathe

"but you never did... and I had to grow up with 7 locks on my door so Darren couldn't get in my room...again" I cried and I put my shaking hands on my head trying to calm myself down

suddenly I felt a warm pair of arms around me
"I'm so so sorry princess..." my father cried
"I tried so hard, I didn't sleep for days. when I woke up and saw my wife and only daughter was missing I got every single person of our mafia to search for you both... but nothing. Your mother kept you away from the world so I couldn't find you" my father said crying

I didn't know what to do... I've never really opened up anyone like this but it's my dad... I should right?

we both let go and I look behind me to see all my brothers and Dominic stood there in anger and shock. Shit.

"he fucking what?!" Ace shouted "shut up Ellis is asleep" Dominic says giving him a cold look
"listen guys I'm tired okay? can we all just talk about this tomorrow" I say walking to my bed

"Okay whatever you want petal" nic says walking up to me hugged me and kissing my head
the boys quickly followed and they all hugged me

to say there all in the mafia there all softies,
they all left and Dominic was walking out of the door "wait Dominic.... can you stay?" I ask and he turned around and smiled and nodded

i get into bed and he joined me I turn the tv on and cuddled up together and watched some movies in silence, but it was peaceful and comforting

"Why didn't you tell me?" Dominic asks looking down at me "It's in the past... we already killed the bastard so what was the point?" I say looking up back at him

"if it's in the past what made you break all of a sudden?" He asks holding me tighter like I was about to run away

It took me a couple of minutes to Persuade myself to tell him the truth "I got sent a video of Daren raping me and it brung back bad memories" I say resting my head on his chest

It went quiet I think he was speechless for once
god if that what it took to shut him up i would of told him ages ago

"We will sort everything out tomorrow" he finally said placing his finger under my chin and lifted my head up to face him and he kissed me

"Okay" I yawn while putting my head in his neck getting comfy "I love you Dominic" I mutter half asleep already "I love you to la mia ragazza coraggiosa"

(My brave girl)

—————————————————————————

AUTHORS NOTE:
just wanted to say thank-you for reading and that if you have been hurt or SA please tell someone!
I know it's hard trust me... I know.
But you can't give someone the satisfaction of them knowing they hurt you.
Keep fighting for the people you love
I love you guys stay strong ❤️ -A