mafia's badass daughter

Chapter 36

EMMAS POV

26th DECEMBER 7:30am

I woke up to my alarm clock
I quickly get up and put some joggers and a crop top on cause I have to pack my stuff today and I'm going to be sweating

I put my hair in a messy bun and start packing my clothes until I heard a knock at my door
I told them to come in and it was Freya

"Hey em me and Ella are taking kids out for a couple of bourse and we was wondering if Ellis can come as well?" she says walking into my wardrobe and folding my clothes with me

"Is they going to be guards?" I ask still folding and packing my clothes "yes there is" she says helping me "okay that's fine then if anything happens-" "call you yes we know don't worry" she finishes my sentence

it's not my fault that Ellis is my baby and I just want him to be safe

after a whole hour of packing my clothes my arms hurt, I feel like iv just gone to the gym for 5 hours god

I write on the boxes 'clothes' and I try to move them near my door but there to heavy so I call ace but he doesn't answer

another knock is at my door and I tell them to come in and it's Dominic, perfect timing huh?

"Dominic come help me" I say and he laughs at me attempting to pick the box up

"Here I brought you this" he says handing me a bottle of water how did he know I was thirsty?
I thank him and drink some

"We have to talk" he says "well talk and move boxes" I say and he nods

while he's moving boxes I'm packing my makeup
"So talk" I say curious

"I just want to know are you moving because of us?" He asks and I froze "I mean that is one of the reason but it's the full reason why" I say

"Okay well I just want to let you know that...
I'm seeing someone" he says and I actually physically froze

I couldn't actually move and my heart was beating so fast I can fly away

"oh um..." I start to say but I'm speechless
I sighed quietly "okay that's fine" I say

I finished packing my makeup and wrote 'makeup' on it "here more boxes" I say and he picks one up and moves them

as he's doing that I pack my hair stuff which took only 25 mins and wrote 'hair stuff' on the box

Dominic put the hair stuff box near the door and I thank him for the help and he left

god I really didn't mean anything to him did I?
he's already moved on we only broke up not even 2 days ago

why does it hurt so much? this is why I turned my emotions off when I first got here
so I wouldn't end up like this.

I tear rolled down my cheek but I quickly wiped it off, I'm not going to cry over him...

god I just want to pack faster I want out of this house now

I still fucking love him...
I never felt this way for no one
I just can't image how he could be so okay

I just need to get a grip, I make my way to my bed side table and empty it out in a box and I did the same with the other one

all I need to do now is Ellis room but before that I'm going to quickly order mine and Ellis new bed and furniture cause if I get next day delivery it will come tomorrow and so I can't get the boys to build it for me cause I'm definitely not doing it

I get my laptop and order us new beds, bedside tables, draws and stuff like that cause
what I can do is move all mine and Ellis stuff there and then sleep here one last night tonight and then when we get to the house I can unpack and by the time I'm done the furniture will be there and so I'll get the boys to build it for me and then I'm done