Delicious Delusion

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I know that I will not grant you a fraction of a second alone
And that I am constantly blowing up your phone
But please, I beg you, keep humoring me
A deluder I need you to be
How immensely pathetic that I need you so
Even though I discern your answer is no
I cannot continue to sorrow
In this sublime yet asphyxiating light of morrow
So darling, please delude me
Delightful deception, my sole plea
Temperament demands absolute
An existence that bears no fruit

This poem is a manifestation of fear and paranoia. Etched into my brain is a habitual instinct to assume that I am a bother. I believe that I only burden others with my presence, especially those with whom I share a deep connection. Love is hard, and it is not quaint of mind. I extend my support to those brave enough to swim up the river but do not have a fear of drowning. It is paradoxical, but we breathe better when our lungs are submerged underwater.

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