(A/N: reupload. used 2 be an autumn fic)
" Baby you gotta stay still oh my god," you said, as your boyfriend attempted to kiss your stomach while you dyed his hair.
" you gon so look so cute when I'm finished baby " you cooed, sectioning a piece of hair
Ethan moved his head from your stomach, before playfully pouting and saying. "so I'm not cute now?"
you laughed at his dazed face before setting the dye brush down to place a kiss on his lips
" I'm not dating no ugly nigga so what you think notti? " you giggle
you said while picking up the dye brush so you could continue dying his hair back to the original color.
it was short and blonde for a while until he decided to grow it back out, leaving the outgrown blonde on the ends. which just looked dirty and dingy.
Notti catches you off guard, pulling you down onto his lap, before placing kisses all over your face while rubbing your thighs as you sat on him
" if you keep playing I'm not gon be able to finish my love, " you smile into the kiss
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" I'm so talented, baby aren't I? "you smile, at the finished product
" you ight I guess ma" he jokes, throwing his air-dried curls up into a ponytail
you slapped him on the back of his head, causing him to stumble forward
" Mama, you know I was just playing. Lil crybaby " he laughs before making his way over to you so he could place kisses all along your neck before sitting you back down in the chair with him
you sat on Ethan's lap and wrap your arms around his neck, admiring him and reassuring him about this music shit. You were so proud of him.
he flashes that million-dollar smile that you love so much causing you to blush on the spot
" We forever, I hope you know that, " Notti says, licking his lips
" Oh I know, im not going nowhere " you comfort him, playing with the loose curls that fell from your boyfriend's ponytail.
" you gotta promise to stay by my side with this rap shit baby, we gon be up together baby" he smiles, holding out his pinky
you giggle, wrapping your pinky around his " I promise notti " you say before both kissing the pinky promise.
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" Baby we were so close, you were so close " you cried out, reminiscing the times you shared with your lover.
You'd gotten a call from DD a few days earlier telling you that your boyfriend was killed and you've been soloing yourself ever since.
seeing his body on the hospital bed brought you so many nightmares, you couldn't believe it.
you know he wouldn't want you to be alone in your sorrows but you couldn't stand being around anyone else right now.
You slip on a pair of Joggers that Notti had left over at your house not even a week ago.
you sink underneath the covers letting the warmth of the plushies Ethan gifted you keep you safe in this moment of vulnerability
" I miss you so much " you cry out, holding onto the promise ring he'd given you on your one-year anniversary.
you promised to stay by his side, and that's what your gonna do
" Death Won't Do Us Part "
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A/N: YALL IM SORRY BRUH
yall miss me tho ? I've been going thru mf writers block. but I hope u enjoyed
