Only Mine♡ Sidnaaz(Completed)

Chapter #21 Sid's half truth..broken sana?

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Sudheer picked it  immediately before sid could pick it.Sana felt strange...
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In Sanas room.
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Sana was making pari sleep patting her back ..Soon she dozzed off sana safely placed her in cradle.
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Sana was waiting for sidharth
Once sid came
Sana:"Aa gaye aap..?".
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Sid:"Kyu mera intezaar thi kya..?notty girl".
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Sana:"Haaye mein notty tho phir aap notty ke baap ya phir dadaji..bahuth paapi hai aap".
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Sid:"Mein paapi?".
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Sana:"Sidharth ji..hum phirse...?"
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Sid:"Phirse kya..?".
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Sana:"Shower mein chalthe hai na...".
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Sid jumped on his bed hearing it.
Sid:"Meri jaan..tumhara boldness se hi thum maar dhogi mujhe.." he said pulling her into his laps.
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Sana:"Mein naaraz hu jaiyye aap.."saying she was about to get up..sid already started his deeds making sana go numb.
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Sid:"Ab bhi naaraz ho..?
Sana with great difficulty hugged him and hummed.
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He increased his sweet pace of tortures.
Sid:"Abh bhi..?".
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Sana shouted no with great dificulty
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Sid finally pecked sana and said:"Jaan tum mujhse kabhi dhoor nahi ho sakthi..You are only mine♡".
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Sana:"Mein kaha jaane waali hu.sidharth ji..".
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Sid in mind:"Sana se baathe chipaake mein galath  tho nahi kar raha..par mere andhar ye guilt reh gaya hai..mein apni jaan se kuch chupa nahi saktha..par phir bhi..mujhe bolna hi chahiye..".
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Sana:"Kya sochre ho aap?".
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Sid:"mein tumhe kuch bathana chaahtha hu sana.."
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Sana:"Boliyena..aisa ghabraahat kyu hori hai aapko.." saying she took him into his embrace wiping his sweat beads from his forehead.
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Sid:"Jaan I was not a virgin before our marriage" said in one go and  face palmed himself holding himself.
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There was pin drop silence
He lost the warmth he felt before..

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Sana already got down from bed and left to washroom not even giving a single eye contact.
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Sid waited for her..she came after a long time.
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Sid:"Jaan meri baath suno..".
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Sana:"Sidharth ji..raath bahuth ho chuki hai please sojaiyye..".
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Sid felt needle pierced in his heart at her reaction.
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Next morning.
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Sana started distancing herself from him.She did not sit beside him for breakfast..she started making excuses to avoid him
Sid felt very lonely but he calmed himself thinking she will take time to digest the truth.
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Sid mom sensed this.
Sid mom:"Beta kya hua..?"

Sid:"kuch nahi mom..aap kaalo mujhe bahuth kaam hai kal shadhi hai na isliye thodi stress hai..druthi ko dekhlijiye...aap".
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Saying he left.
Here sana in her room
Sana also felt lonely avoiding him.but she unable to take the fact that she is not his first This felt like breaking her heart.
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Lunch time also sid tried to talk to her .but she cut the calls.
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Sudheer also sensed something wrong between sid and sana.

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Sudheer:"Sana ithni dull kyu ho..kya hua..?".
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Sana wiped her tears and looked at sudheer.
Sudheer:"Thum mujhse kuch bhi share kar sakthi ho sana..Iam your brother..".
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..sana eyes went wet but she tried to distract from her disturbing thoughts and smiled.
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Sudheer:"Meine observe kiya hai sana sid sir bhi dull the aur ab thum bhi..patha nahi kya hua hai..par mein ek baath bol saktha hu sana..sir aapse apne se zyaada pyaar karthe hai..sapne mein bhi aapko dhoka nahi denge sir..sir ka dil bada hai..aur usme sirf thum hi basthi ho sana".
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Sana felt peace listening his words.She smiled hearing these words.
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Sana in mind:"Mujhe unki baath poori sun ni chahiye thi..mein baath karungi aaj raath ko..woh mujhe kabhi cheat nahi kar sakthe hai..unka pyaar scha tha hai aur rahega..mujhe aisi barthaav nahi karni chahiye thi.."
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Even she felt lonely..but her mind was unable to accept the fact that she is not his first.

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Sid reached home evening.
He looked at her.She smiled giving him peace a little.
Sid mom:"Beta..Kal ki saari thaiyyariya ho chuki hai..vivek ke parents aane wale the na london se kab aa rahe hai..?"
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Sid:"Mom mein unhe pickup karke aaya hu abhi..unke ghar chodke aaya hu".
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Sid mom:"Achaa beta  teek hai..fresh ho jao..1-2 ghante mein saari rasame shuru kardhenge hum".
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Sid left to his room hoping a conversation with sana.

As expected sana immediately followed him.
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Sid laid on bed lost in thoughts at the same time hoping sana to enter the room.
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Sana entered with a glass of water and balm.
Sid got up immediately ..he missed her so much throughout the day..He wanted to hug her.but he took a step back not knowing how she would react.
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Sana took his feet and started applying balm.
Sid:"Jaan ye thum..".
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Sana did not say anything she started massaging.
Sid felt warmth with her touch.

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After few mins
Sana:"Aap kya samajhte hai khudhko.."

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Sid was not knowing how to react.

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Sid:"Meine..woh.."
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Sana:"Aap jab bhi hurt hothe apne aapko physically hurt karthe hai..ye doosri bar hai.pehle aapne vase ko thoda aur injure kardiya khudh ko..aur aaj apne pairo se ghaadi ko maara lagi na chot aapko....meine dekha hai sab...ye dobara repeat huyi na tho mujhse bura koyi nahi hoga ..samjhe aap".
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She almost gave warning to him.
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Sid felt peace and sukkoon looking at her care.
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Sid:"thum naaraz tho nahi ho na jaan...?"

Sana:"Hu mein naaraaz ..kyuki aap humesha hurt karthe ho apne aapko....jaise aap humesha bolte hai..'you are only mine♡'..waisa mera bhi haq hai tere pe..'you are only mein♡' aur jo cheez meri hai..ussko kuch ho mein bardhaash nahi kar sakthi..agli baar yaadh rakhlena..samjhe aap.."saying she was about to leave
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But sid immediately lifted her in bridal style and placed on bed.
Sid:"Jaan meri taraf dekho.."
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Sid:"Ithna pyaar karthi ho mujhse haa..?".
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Sana did not give an eye contact.
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Sid:"Iam sorry jaan mein jaantha hu tumpe kyaa beeth rahi hogi..mujhe pehle hi boldena chahiye tha..Iam sorry jaan".
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Before he could say anything more she placed her finger on his mouth.
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Sana:"Maafi tho mujhe maangni chahiye thi ..jo meine aapki poori baath nahi suni..Iam sorry..aap mujhse kuch chupaana nahi chaahthe the..aur meine aapko avoid kiya..Iam sorry  bebu"
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Sating she hugged him with tears.
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Sid consoled her
Sid:"Iam so lucky to have you jaan..waise tum poora sach nahi jaana chaahogi.".
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Sana:"Nahi..mujhe kuch math boliye aap..aaj ki yeh doori mujhse bardhaash nahi huyi..sach ko waise hi rehne dho ..mujhe  aapse dhoor nahi hona..jho past hai..woh past..tha. par present aap mere ho..aur future mein bhi sirf aur sirf mere.."saying she pulled him by collar and kissed him
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Sid was amused at the immense love receiving from her.He felt blessed to have an understanding life partner.
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