Bellamy's ex : Falling apart.

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Clarke POV
We were at him kitchen, and yeah, when I say "we" I am referring to Bel. He looks at me with that deep eyes that maybe, aren't the most beautiful eyes that exist but for me they are. I look at his big but cute mouth while I am going to kiss it, he grabs my hips and we kiss even better. He gives me a sweet but also intense kiss while I can memorise his abs under the shirt.
Suddenly we both hear a noise so close, it's Octavia, I throw Bellamy away from me and I smile to my friend. - Just... Keep going.- she says with a weird look but smiling at the same time so she doesn't look bothered.
Once again, I take Bellamy next to me in fast moves and we continue on the same place we were. When I've tasted his lips once again I look at my phone it's late, and I have hundred of missed calls from my mum.
I go running to the door and I say goodbye to Bel while he's just in the same position has when we kissed.
-Love you.- I shout while I am almost out. - Me even more. - he says. It's kinda funny. I was what we used to say when we dated. He always used to answer me that. Me even more. I love it. I love him.
When I arrive home mum is so angry so I don't even have dinner, I just go upstairs to my room and I log into any website to watch TV shows online and I choose The vampire Diaries .Since I am a hardcore Delena shipper I can't lose one chapter.
When 6x18 ends I go and have a shower, and then I go to bed.
When I am at bed I feel like I lost something. I am not the same Clarke that I was a week ago. I try to find out what do I miss in me.
Oh wait, it's sadness.
I try to realise that I'm really happy. It's been more than one year since I don't feel happy. And, tbh it feels good. I feels so good.

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Hi guys I couldn't feel more guilty for not updating, but I've been getting some hat and I didn't really knew if I should continue. iLl be back those days, not with very long chapters but I will try to update every Friday and Sunday.
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