I go downstairs and theres mom. I try to speak but there's no word. - Bellamy...- I say and I feel I'm gonna die. - What happened with Bellamy?- she asks. I don't say nothing and I run out of the house.I take a deep breath and I take my mobile . I'm on a whattsapp group with my friends so I answer there.
"I'm at home. For the moment I don't wanna see no one. Thx for your interest , xxx - C"
I write and I send . At the moment Octavia is answering me .
"Oh, it's alright, C. "
Then, Murphy
"Ok"
Jasper
"We r waiting x u! ;)"
Bellamy
"Later, I'm so close 2 ur house"
I face a smile but then it fades when I know that he's nearly. I brush my hair and then I go throw the door. - Clarke, is you? - I smile.- Yes , its me
I've been waiting for this for so long. I dreamed about seeing his lips again.
But I don't know if I should be angry with him. For letting me go.
For leaving me alone.
He smirks and I just let him get in. My mum says hi to Bellamy and we both get upstairs.
"I Tought you forgot about me." I say.
"Never"he smirks.
I want to tell him how much I missed him, but I just can't go back to that. I can't be Bellamy's girl anymore cause he hurted me so deep.
But for a second I start thinking who cares
His lips get closer to mine and I start kissing him. Red by Taylor Swift sounds on my mind and I enjoy it.
But then, the reality came in.
-I can't do this.- I whisper .
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I know this is quite short but I'm so sorry .
I've been inactive for so long and I hope u guys still there. Sorry ily 💌
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Bellamy's ex : Falling apart.
FanfictionClarke & Bellamy were together a long ago But then, Clarke's dad died and Clarke tried to kill herself. Her mom sended her to psychotherapy . Now she's back. Book 1 You can follow me on Twitter ; @zoecidbooks
