The Girl with a secret Life (A Sonny Carisi Fanfiction)

What happened ?

****Amanda's POV****

Wednesday November 1st

Mia and I crashed shortly after we got home, we both was worn out
I opened my eyes and rubbed them realizing Sonny wasn't next to me

I got up and got dressed and ready for the day
And headed out into the living room

"Mom where's dad? Did he already go into work?"
Mia asked

"Umm I don't know baby."
I said trying to be calm

I checked around the house and there was no sign of him
I was sorta panicked

I checked my phone to see if maybe I got a message or anything from him
But nothing

"Mom is dad ok?"
Mia asked

I was really starting to get worried, something didn't seem right, but I didn't want Mia picking up that I was stressed

"Well I'm going to take you to school and I'm going to call him, maybe he went to work early and forgot to tell us."
I said with a smile trying to keep Mia calm

"Ok"
Mia smiled

We got out to my car and I realized Sonny's car wasn't here and the worry grew stronger in my stomach

We arrived at campus

"Hey I'll pick you up today after school, so just look for me today, if not me I'll call the school and let them know to tell you."
I said

"Ok."
Mia said

"I love you baby."
I said

"I love you too."
Mia smiled

I pulled away to head to the precinct

I called Sonny's phone and it just kept ringing like it was turned on

"Hey you've reached Dominick Carisi Jr, leave a message."
His voicemail said

"Hey babe it's me, I'm on my way to work and didn't know if maybe you got a call and left early Please call me, I love you."
I said in his voicemail

I arrived at the precinct to realize Sonny's car was still here
I pulled up next to it and got out glancing inside through the windows without touching anything worse case scenario

I got my phone out to call him again
The phone rang like it was on and I kept quiet to see if maybe I could hear it

Nothing

"Hey you've reached Dominick Carisi Jr, leave a message."
His voicemail said

I just hung up And headed into the precinct

"Hey Amanda."
Fin greeted me

"Hey, have you seen Sonny?"
I asked

"No I haven't seen him, maybe talk to Liv."
Fin said

"Ok."
I said

I practically ran to Olivia's office

"Captain."
I said knocking on the door

"Amanda."
Olivia looked up From her desk

"Umm have you seen Sonny?"
I asked

"No I haven't, why what's wrong?"
Olivia's face went from a smile to a frown

I took a deep breath

"Well I woke up this morning and he wasn't home, I even checked around the house thinking maybe he was doing something. I dropped Mia off at school and tried to call
Him and it rings like it's on and goes to voicemail, then I get here his car is here thinking maybe he got called early but no sign of him. I tried to call again and nothing."
I put my hand to my head

"Oh no."
Olivia took a deep breath

"Olivia I'm scared, something doesn't feel right."
I said

"Amanda You know part of protocol I have to ask. Was Sonny suicidal, depressed, anything?"
Olivia asked

"No....nothing."
I began to cry

"It's going to be ok."
Olivia said

Olivia got up from her desk and came over fro
Me

"Did you touch anything on Sonny's car?"
Olivia asked

"No, nothing. I just glanced in the windows and tried to see if I could See anything or hear his phone incase it was here. Nothing."
I said

"Ok, I'm going to send Nick and Amaro with crime scene unit as a precaution. I'll have Mike pull up our cameras, and I just need you to remain calm."
Olivia said

"Yeah, yeah".
I said wiping my eyes

I sat down in Sonny's office since he's my husband I can't technically be involved in anything, and I was anxious to get Mia from school. I'm scared, nervous.

I got my phone out and texted Sonny

Hey babe I love you
Your daughter was wondering about you this morning. Call me when you get a chance

Delivered my phone said

I looked at the ground

"Amanda."
Olivia said

I looked up

"What? What is it?"
I jumped up from the couch in Sonny's office

Olivia frowned

"What?!"
I said

"We checked the car and there was no sign of foul play. Which is a good thing. We found the stuff he came by to get last night in the trunk, but he's not here. Mike pulled up the cameras and we don't have a good picture of who it was, but it appears someone hit him from behind and put him in the trunk of another car. Mike is working with Eliot looking to seeing if we could get a clearer picture. It appears to have been a kidnapping."
Olivia said

"No...no."
I said beginning to cry

"Amanda I'm sorry, and we won't rest until
We find him."
Olivia rubbed my shoulder

"What do I tell Mia?"
I said

"We'll talk to her together. In the mean time, take care of yourself and her."
Olivia said

"I tried to text him and my phone said delivered; could we track his phone?"
I asked

"We are working on that. I hope that whoever has it keeps it on."
Olivia said